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After all, messengers are simply people through whom it spoke to you. After deciphering the matrix, did you gain a new understanding of how the Spirit connects, enters, and acts through you?
Naturally, all of this is revealed much more interestingly later on, but that’s already a different “Alternative History,” different volumes. And I have to follow that sequence, and when I begin breaking down the next volume, I’ll say more. But for now, I have to answer within the framework of the first volume of “Alternative History.” I can only respond based on how I thought in that moment, during the period of 2023, how I understood things at that time. Of course, I can add a little something, but still. And at that point in time, when I finished that first “Alternative History,” I understood that there was something like a lens, like a triangle inside, and it seemed to spin — that you could turn it in a way that light enters it, or turn it another way so light doesn’t get in. That was the kind of description I had. But again, that’s just the way my brain can wrap it, give it a form. It’s not literally like that, but it’s one example. I also saw it as just a lens — as if there’s glass, and it has to be clean, perfectly aligned, and then light passes into you and also flows out of you, and then you are fully in the flow, in nature. And sometimes it’s as if that glass is dirty and turned away, angled off to the side, and the light doesn’t pass through — it doesn’t get captured, it doesn’t enter you or come out of you. You’re just disconnected, like your Wi-Fi is off. That’s how it felt — like there’s such a thing, that’s what I saw. Later, I also saw other versions during that period when I was working on the first volume of “Alternative History” — that if you only have a few of these puzzle pieces, these little lights, the matrix — but there aren’t enough of them, then the light can’t really stay inside. It might briefly light up a few of your bulbs, but they flicker on and off, on and off. But for the light to truly remain inside you or get locked in, it’s as if you have to be complete — that’s another thing I saw. What else did I see? That, let’s say, the Spirit can enter you regardless of what kind of lens you have, what kind of matrix, or how developed you are — it can enter. But if you have instincts, sins, if you want to boast, crave money, power, want to mock others, and your mind could be blown by such a force entering you — that is, the Spirit — then the Spirit won’t enter you. So the Spirit operates by a principle — let’s say it can only enter someone whose ego is completely deflated.
Naturally, all of this is revealed much more interestingly later on, but that’s already a different “Alternative History,” different volumes. And I have to follow that sequence, and when I begin breaking down the next volume, I’ll say more. But for now, I have to answer within the framework of the first volume of “Alternative History.” I can only respond based on how I thought in that moment, during the period of 2023, how I understood things at that time. Of course, I can add a little something, but still. And at that point in time, when I finished that first “Alternative History,” I understood that there was something like a lens, like a triangle inside, and it seemed to spin — that you could turn it in a way that light enters it, or turn it another way so light doesn’t get in. That was the kind of description I had. But again, that’s just the way my brain can wrap it, give it a form. It’s not literally like that, but it’s one example. I also saw it as just a lens — as if there’s glass, and it has to be clean, perfectly aligned, and then light passes into you and also flows out of you, and then you are fully in the flow, in nature. And sometimes it’s as if that glass is dirty and turned away, angled off to the side, and the light doesn’t pass through — it doesn’t get captured, it doesn’t enter you or come out of you. You’re just disconnected, like your Wi-Fi is off. That’s how it felt — like there’s such a thing, that’s what I saw. Later, I also saw other versions during that period when I was working on the first volume of “Alternative History” — that if you only have a few of these puzzle pieces, these little lights, the matrix — but there aren’t enough of them, then the light can’t really stay inside. It might briefly light up a few of your bulbs, but they flicker on and off, on and off. But for the light to truly remain inside you or get locked in, it’s as if you have to be complete — that’s another thing I saw. What else did I see? That, let’s say, the Spirit can enter you regardless of what kind of lens you have, what kind of matrix, or how developed you are — it can enter. But if you have instincts, sins, if you want to boast, crave money, power, want to mock others, and your mind could be blown by such a force entering you — that is, the Spirit — then the Spirit won’t enter you. So the Spirit operates by a principle — let’s say it can only enter someone whose ego is completely deflated.