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[Alexandr Korol]

Then I realized that it’s the Trinity, and from there I understood that this voice is the Holy Spirit. And the Holy Spirit is that dove — that’s how it’s symbolized, shown, right? So in fact it is that very force that guides me. And I was like: “Wow!” So, like, I’m the Son of God, God is that old one in the future, and from the future the Spirit that returns to the past — that’s the dove. And I started to understand. So at first, even before that icon — although I already understood there was the Spirit, the Trinity — I started to realize that this triangle I saw, when I looked at it, was just like a vision. I saw a three-dimensional triangle, that is, a tetrahedron, and when you look at it, inside it there was something like a cross, like the Mercedes logo inside the triangle. I looked into it, and it was like I was being pulled in. And when you look through it, you enter this kind of bubble, which is where we are right now. As if you look into it — and suddenly, you’re inside the bubble, like a new world. And I enter some kind of different world. And I realized that this is the entrance. That this triangle is actually an entrance to somewhere, beyond some kind of boundaries. And then I understood that what I was approaching — I realized that I could feel it, even though there were no physical proofs or formulas yet — but I understood that this is the thing that can do absolutely everything: a perpetual motion machine, a flying saucer, a time machine. And then suddenly I was shocked, and I realized — so that means I made it. And I understood — so that’s why something is guiding me — it’s me from the future. That means in the future I created it all. So right now, maybe, I’ve only realized it in theory, as an idea, like when the apple fell on Newton’s head — that’s what happened to me — but I immediately saw that wheel, the ouroboros, as if everything had looped back on itself. As if I felt that I — my consciousness — had somehow been in all times at once, but then I came back here again. That was the kind of effect, the feeling. And I thought, what is this even? I was in shock. I realized — so that’s it, that’s who’s been talking to me. It’s not some kind of God or aliens, it’s me talking to myself. That is, in the future I’ve already leveled up and am helping myself. And I thought, “Unbelievable!” And I started remembering all the moments from my life, the ones I described in the first volume of “Alternative History.” And I realized — it was all done by me from the future. I thought, “Unbelievable!” All the clues, all the directions, all the moments when something — this Spirit — protected me from something. And I had never understood why this Spirit — or aliens or whoever I thought