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[Alexandr Korol]

it was at the time — wouldn’t let me be public. Like, modestly, it was allowed, but not really. As if I was being hidden. Why did this Spirit — or at that time just a voice, aliens, gods — not allow me to build a family? I never understood. Later, yes, this voice told me it was so I could hear it. Well, that’s fine, but still, why not? I thought maybe those gods or aliens had something planned for me. Maybe I had someone waiting in the future. Then I started assuming that maybe because I had some serious mission, I simply wasn’t allowed to have a family, because that’s something for people. And here I begin to understand that all of this was done by me from the future. All the advice, the non-advice, the prohibitions, the hints — it was all me. And that’s an incredible force. I realized that this means I figured everything out in the future. That means the book, which hadn’t even been published yet — on August 30 — I understood that I did publish it. That it was read, that I proved everything. That the flying saucers that appear — that’s me. So I was still, of course, in the process of heading there, and I realized that then. But on the other hand, over there I’ve already done it, I’ve won — I’ve achieved it. And it’s like, you know, I felt this strange point of no return, as if until August 30, 2023, that particular day somehow didn’t yet exist. You know, as if before that August 2023, maybe it all might not have happened. Well, yes, the voice seemed to guide me, right? But for some reason, only on August 30, 2023, did I feel that what I had created instantly looped in on itself. You know, I give an example in the later books with vampires — I say, imagine that right now you’re still an ordinary person, and imagine that tomorrow you become a vampire, immortal. But while you haven’t become one yet, while today you’re still human, it’s like you don’t have that wheel. If we all live long and go in circles, and everything keeps repeating itself simultaneously, you don’t yet have that wheel — because today you’re still mortal. And tomorrow, if you become immortal, then it’s as if you loop that wheel, because at that moment when you become immortal, your consciousness or soul is no longer just here and now — it is also present in all futures at once. You see? And something like that happened. Then there were many visions of the future, of what would happen in the world, and they were different, and I couldn’t understand which one would actually come true. At times I saw that everyone here would live like aboriginals, starting over from scratch; at times I saw everything burning down; at other times I saw a fantastic, futuristic future — no illness, everything robotic,