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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 8:25 am
Question: You say that in order for the Spirit to enter a person, the heart must be opened. Big Alexander also told you that the Spirit cannot stay in you for too long. If I understand correctly, you later write that now you are always connected and the Spirit is within you. Did some kind of adaptation or mutation happen that allows you to constantly be in the Spirit? And should the body or the physical form change for this?
At the time when I finished the first volume, the Spirit entered me, just like it always did before. But it felt like a connection to something. There are no thoughts, and you’re just different. You’re truly in the Spirit. When people say “you’re not in the spirit,” what do they mean? Well, when you’re kind of bloated, tired, or lost. But when it’s flowing from you and you feel guided, then you’re in the Spirit. And that’s how I was when I finished the first “Alternative History.” But later, even when I worked on the second volume, it was still the case that when I was working on the book, I was kind of in the Spirit. I would immediately connect to something and become someone. But when I stopped working on the book, took three days off, and fell into some daily routine, then literally, I would fall into a daily routine. It was like I would become a simple mortal person again. So there was no Spirit. It felt like it wasn’t there, and on one hand, thoughts could arise, and I wondered, what if the Spirit never returns? Oh no, right? I didn’t know. And to this day, I keep discovering more, understanding what this is, what it really means. I’m becoming more aware of what the Spirit actually is. And then, well, this goes beyond the first volume of “Alternative History,” it’s discussed in other volumes, but the Mystic-Old-Man says, and Big Alexander also said, that the Spirit has kind of remained in me. It’s just... but again, what does this mean, what are these words? It’s like a sacred language. The Spirit has remained in me, but where is it, what is it, right? But what was meant is that the Spirit that entered me has remained within me, it didn’t go anywhere, and I can’t lose it, everything is fine. When needed, it simply activates in me, and when not needed, it deactivates. And that’s really how it has been, so I confirm that when needed, it’s always there, and I don’t put any effort into it, and when not needed, it’s not there. I noticed that it’s just like a new kind of mood. Sometimes you have the mood where you’re relaxed and playing around, like when you’re playing with kids, for example. Sometimes you have a working
At the time when I finished the first volume, the Spirit entered me, just like it always did before. But it felt like a connection to something. There are no thoughts, and you’re just different. You’re truly in the Spirit. When people say “you’re not in the spirit,” what do they mean? Well, when you’re kind of bloated, tired, or lost. But when it’s flowing from you and you feel guided, then you’re in the Spirit. And that’s how I was when I finished the first “Alternative History.” But later, even when I worked on the second volume, it was still the case that when I was working on the book, I was kind of in the Spirit. I would immediately connect to something and become someone. But when I stopped working on the book, took three days off, and fell into some daily routine, then literally, I would fall into a daily routine. It was like I would become a simple mortal person again. So there was no Spirit. It felt like it wasn’t there, and on one hand, thoughts could arise, and I wondered, what if the Spirit never returns? Oh no, right? I didn’t know. And to this day, I keep discovering more, understanding what this is, what it really means. I’m becoming more aware of what the Spirit actually is. And then, well, this goes beyond the first volume of “Alternative History,” it’s discussed in other volumes, but the Mystic-Old-Man says, and Big Alexander also said, that the Spirit has kind of remained in me. It’s just... but again, what does this mean, what are these words? It’s like a sacred language. The Spirit has remained in me, but where is it, what is it, right? But what was meant is that the Spirit that entered me has remained within me, it didn’t go anywhere, and I can’t lose it, everything is fine. When needed, it simply activates in me, and when not needed, it deactivates. And that’s really how it has been, so I confirm that when needed, it’s always there, and I don’t put any effort into it, and when not needed, it’s not there. I noticed that it’s just like a new kind of mood. Sometimes you have the mood where you’re relaxed and playing around, like when you’re playing with kids, for example. Sometimes you have a working