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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 8:26 am
Review of Volume Two
Question: In the second volume, chapter three, I quote: “Or is it that the matrix doesn’t move, and the Spirit walks through it? So which of them moves, or do they both move together in this dance?” – your thought is clear, but it became curious to know how you see it now – is it the Spirit, the light that moves after all, or does the matrix rotate, or is it both?
I now think the way I thought when everything described in the second volume happened to me. A lot of time has passed, and what I know now shouldn’t intersect with the second volume. That is, the second volume belongs to that time, and in that time I must think in that way and explain why I thought like that then, what I saw then, and why I saw it that way. And not correct it all to fit who I am now. Because now it’s 2025 – that’s a different me. And the second volume of “Alternative History” is 2023, something happened to me, and I saw everything differently. And it’s this perspective that needs to be understood now and analyzed. What did I mean when I wrote that in the third chapter? That’s exactly how I saw it – as if the matrix by which everything is arranged doesn’t exist, as if a little triangle is needed for all of it. That’s what I came to when I finished the first volume and started writing the second. And I began recording all these discoveries and including them in the second volume, not understanding at all what was happening to me, because at that time I was in the Spirit. And back then I saw it as if there was this little triangle, and let’s say it’s September, October, November. Then you rotate it in some way – and now it’s December, January, February. Rotate it again – and it’s March, April, May. Rotate again – and it’s already summer: June, July, August. As if the same thing, when turned at certain angles or under different directions of light, becomes something else. That is, the direction of light transforms this object into another. We know there are four cardinal directions, and that the same object, seen from each direction, becomes a different object, or a different unit of something. And then I understood that maybe the matrix doesn’t have to be something large or immense, but rather, maybe the matrix is exactly like a labyrinth. Like a route along which the light walks or along which this triangle moves. And at that time I had a vision and an idea that maybe this triangle moves like that through the matrix, or perhaps
Question: In the second volume, chapter three, I quote: “Or is it that the matrix doesn’t move, and the Spirit walks through it? So which of them moves, or do they both move together in this dance?” – your thought is clear, but it became curious to know how you see it now – is it the Spirit, the light that moves after all, or does the matrix rotate, or is it both?
I now think the way I thought when everything described in the second volume happened to me. A lot of time has passed, and what I know now shouldn’t intersect with the second volume. That is, the second volume belongs to that time, and in that time I must think in that way and explain why I thought like that then, what I saw then, and why I saw it that way. And not correct it all to fit who I am now. Because now it’s 2025 – that’s a different me. And the second volume of “Alternative History” is 2023, something happened to me, and I saw everything differently. And it’s this perspective that needs to be understood now and analyzed. What did I mean when I wrote that in the third chapter? That’s exactly how I saw it – as if the matrix by which everything is arranged doesn’t exist, as if a little triangle is needed for all of it. That’s what I came to when I finished the first volume and started writing the second. And I began recording all these discoveries and including them in the second volume, not understanding at all what was happening to me, because at that time I was in the Spirit. And back then I saw it as if there was this little triangle, and let’s say it’s September, October, November. Then you rotate it in some way – and now it’s December, January, February. Rotate it again – and it’s March, April, May. Rotate again – and it’s already summer: June, July, August. As if the same thing, when turned at certain angles or under different directions of light, becomes something else. That is, the direction of light transforms this object into another. We know there are four cardinal directions, and that the same object, seen from each direction, becomes a different object, or a different unit of something. And then I understood that maybe the matrix doesn’t have to be something large or immense, but rather, maybe the matrix is exactly like a labyrinth. Like a route along which the light walks or along which this triangle moves. And at that time I had a vision and an idea that maybe this triangle moves like that through the matrix, or perhaps