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[Alexandr Korol]

That is, on the contrary, what I felt — something extraordinary — on August 30, 2023, when I finished the first volume of “Alternative History,” something happened, as if light, or as if I suddenly found myself in all times at once. I don’t know how to explain it. Or as if my consciousness somehow connected to the source of all time. Or as if the Spirit that entered me — it’s like I realized that... Well, I had already come to understand that all the messengers who had spoken to me since childhood, all the people who spoke to me in strange ways — it was the Spirit entering them, which means it was me. That is, in the future, I became so powerful — in today’s youth language, let’s say, some kind of strong superhero, to move away from the topic of gods. I became so evolved that somehow, in the future, I figured everything out, became God — though that’s a bold word — and with my consciousness, I could enter not only myself in childhood, which is why, it turns out, I was a genius as a child. That’s why I had all this knowledge. That’s why already in 2010 I was talking about how the matrix works, how this whole world works and everything. And all the people who spoke to me — it was me speaking to myself. I was entering into people in 2010, and into myself as well, and I was speaking with myself through those people. Just imagine what kind of attention control that is — what kind of consciousness. And that’s exactly the consciousness I became already in the future. And so I begin to understand that I’m returning from that future into the past. Which means maybe I was the one who dictated the Bible to everyone, and all the sacred texts, the music, the films. Maybe everything has been guided by me this whole time. And now, for some reason, only in this 21st century I’m in the flesh, in a body — this is me young — and this is that period of time when I became the Son of God, as I understood in 2023, and eventually must become God. And then, probably, I must become the Spirit. These are some kind of stages, but all of the same essence — which is why it’s said that it’s inseparable. And how is that? That you become such a consciousness that you live in all versions of yourself? Or what? It’s fascinating. So about time and infinity — I assumed that maybe in Karelia, even that feeling I had, that there was some ancient civilization there or something, but everything is now destroyed. Then maybe I’m only just now going to build it, and later it will be destroyed? Maybe it’s all happening in the exact same places? After all, if God once, as we think — before us — created the world... If that land is the womb of the earth, as Big Alexander said,