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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 8:51 am
or sometime in 2012, I entered the world of people, into society, stopped being the Spirit, and for many years I was deeply immersed in this world. Well, maybe to re-learn something from the world of people or gather their knowledge, words, and social examples to later communicate in their language. I don’t know. But now it seems like I am returning to the point where I can become this Spirit again. Although I already was it, so if we’re talking about time, there were moments when I could write in my draft books, and not just in drafts, that guys, maybe there’s a moment when I can repeat myself in some information. I even told my friends that I might repeat something three times or ask the same thing three times. Or I might not know if I said it already or not. But I always knew when this thing was happening. But that was already in the recent past, well, about five years ago, so to speak. And what is that? I explained to my friends, acquaintances, and readers like this: if I eat food, talk to material people, drink alcohol, and when I’m fully in the material-social state, it’s like I’m numbing myself to be in the world of people, then everything is fine. But if I stop numbing myself, then the mind disappears, it’s like it weakens, disappears. I become this state of “out of my mind”, like just some consciousness, reason, I don’t know how to explain it. And that’s it, you just don’t understand... You think you’ve thought it or said it, or you’ve already done it, so some glitches like that happen. But I wouldn’t say it’s glitches, I always have everything under control. But there might be such a moment that when I’m in the Spirit, when I am the Spirit, let’s say I made some discovery today. And I’m in this Spirit. But I don’t know if five hours passed, or ten, because I’m in the Spirit. And I may have told this to Alexandr “Big” over the phone, and also to a friend via voice recording. Then, of course, I can check everything, but I don’t do that. But the essence is that I tell this to readers, for example, in a Telegram channel. And then it’s like, “Did I tell this to my friend or Alexandr “Big”, or not?” or “Did I publish it in the Telegram channel or not?” So I don’t know. I just said, as if the Spirit is through me, but who, when, and at what time – I don’t know, so I can repeat myself again. That’s how it happened. And this doesn’t always happen. That kind of glitch occurs most often when you’re transitioning from the world of people to the Spirit, or vice versa, sometimes it’s a little bit of a glitch. Because when I was in the Spirit as a child, everything was clearly regulated. And also now. Now, if I’m in the Spirit all day, I truly can’t know if it’s one day or two, or if it was yesterday