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Posted: Sat Jun 14, 2025 8:51 am
or today, that can even happen. If I’m in the Spirit for a long time, all day, I might not even understand if it’s the same day or if two days have passed. So, that can happen too. And when I’m in the Spirit, I can make a call and not know how long I’ve been talking on the phone. But when I’m not in the Spirit, when my mind is on, when I’m in control, then, of course, I can talk on the phone calmly, clearly feel the time, whether it’s been half an hour or an hour. And on top of that, I can hold up to 10 tasks in my mind simultaneously. Who, where, when, where to go – everything is clear. And it’s like, you know, there’s the Spirit, and there’s also this mind, which, perhaps, has been purposely developed over these 10 years, so that everything I feel, I could explain with my mind, find some logic in it. Or so that when I’m again without the mind, in this Spirit, I would still have some level of control with the mind. I don’t know. But the fact that these things happen in the Spirit – yes. But when you’re in the Spirit, there’s another thing. You don’t feel cold at all. You could stand outside in minus 30 degrees in just your underwear, and you wouldn’t care. And my friends were always surprised by this, like, everyone is freezing in hoods, jackets, scarves, and I’m just in my underwear, standing by the grill at the cottage, and everyone is shocked – how is that possible? But I don’t shiver, nothing. And I say:
– You shiver because of the mind, when you think and when you breathe.
– What do you mean, breathe?
– Well, it’s like I’m not breathing. And from not breathing, just hold your breath for a moment, pay attention, you’ll feel like it’s getting warm. But when you start breathing and thinking, you start feeling cold.
My friends tried it:
– Wow.
– Well, I breathe differently. I have a different rhythm. I’m not thinking the way you are thinking with your head, that it’s cold and you feel cold. I don’t think about that at all. I’m not here.
That’s how it was. And when you are in this state of Spirit, it really doesn’t matter if you’re in a noisy room, surrounded by a crowd of people, with neighbors drilling something somewhere – you can calmly sleep or do your tasks, nothing
– You shiver because of the mind, when you think and when you breathe.
– What do you mean, breathe?
– Well, it’s like I’m not breathing. And from not breathing, just hold your breath for a moment, pay attention, you’ll feel like it’s getting warm. But when you start breathing and thinking, you start feeling cold.
My friends tried it:
– Wow.
– Well, I breathe differently. I have a different rhythm. I’m not thinking the way you are thinking with your head, that it’s cold and you feel cold. I don’t think about that at all. I’m not here.
That’s how it was. And when you are in this state of Spirit, it really doesn’t matter if you’re in a noisy room, surrounded by a crowd of people, with neighbors drilling something somewhere – you can calmly sleep or do your tasks, nothing