Alexandr Korol

distracts you at all, your attention is so focused. It’s like it can’t be taken away by external factors. You are really, like an autistic. That’s why I really liked movies like “The Accountant” with Ben Affleck, very similar. There’s a lot of this, it’s all connected to concentration of attention. Many such people later have certain problems, illnesses. There is a movie “As Good as It Gets” with Jack Nicholson, and his particular genius also has certain consequences, like obsessions with germs, and other things. People like that often experience something like this. And when you are in this state, of course, all people always want to knock you out of this state so that you switch to their rhythms. But you are like in a different sphere, and you don’t switch to their rhythms, although you can be among them. But they do everything they can to make you switch to theirs. And when I switched to those vibrations, to people’s, I immediately started feeling tired, lazy, or sick. And I used to say, when I was younger, I kept a diary, and I said how much I disliked this world of people, with all the illnesses, bad thoughts, pain, fears, and obsessions – what a nightmare. And that’s why I always wanted to be alone. And everyone didn’t understand why. Why I even felt, when I was young, the limit of time, how long I could be with people. Because it was like I would talk to a person, a friend, for two hours in a café, and I’d realize that I urgently needed to finish the conversation and go home. Because if I finished the conversation now, I would remain myself, this consciousness. And if I continue, it’s like I start to lose myself, like I start drowning somewhere in the world of people, and it’s as if a countdown begins. It’s like there’s time there, and you feel that everything is already kind of predetermined, and when you will die. But when you’re not in their world, the world of people, when you’re without the mind, just by yourself, it’s like you’re always like that and that’s it. And in that state, it’s like you can never be sick, never age. And perhaps, if I had stayed in that state back in 2010 or 2011, maybe I wouldn’t have aged at all. But for some reason, well, as I said, “they” or the system, or whoever, or maybe I from the future, for some reason put me into the world of people for so many years, so I could live each person’s life again, suffer through it all, and describe it all, the human life. Well, this is my work. I was warned that I came here not to live, but to work. And now I’m describing the path in “Alternative History,” the path out of this system, out of the world of people, and I’m giving hints, telling how there’s actually another type of person and another world, where I came from and where I’m going.