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civilization to another happen. I also argued that gods existed everywhere, but in our civilization, there haven’t been gods yet. So, they will come. That’s why I always believed that gods will appear in the future. We will be a unique civilization, like all those before us, because we haven’t had gods yet, and we are only heading toward that. I used to say that maybe the gods, aliens, or whoever built the city of Saint Petersburg ahead of time, and that the gods would come and there would be a golden age. That’s how I used to talk. “And then where did everyone disappear to?” they would ask me. I’d say, “I don’t know, everyone disappeared somewhere, that’s a question.” “Why were we born, but there are no gods? Where did they go?” I’d say, “They will come to us, and then our St. Petersburg will be found in ruins, and they will study it like the pyramids.” How so? And where did all these gods go, who were once here? But now I understand more clearly, and if you read all my volumes of “Alternative History,” you start to realize this. Right now, I have a melody playing in the background on repeat, it was written in early 2011. I remember I started making the first videos about my books because people were reading my book “The Answer” and had a lot of questions. I started making videos on this topic, it was easier for me. And when you are the Spirit, like an entity, you don’t really understand how you look, what people think about you, it’s almost like it doesn’t matter to you. I was talking, answering questions about how the world works, everything people were asking me. Well, actually, the Spirit was speaking through me. Of course, my vocabulary was a bit limited, but still. And imagine, I couldn’t record a video for YouTube, to just think about a topic, think about what I want to talk about, and then start talking. Can you imagine? Well, if we’re talking about the state of the Spirit again, I couldn’t do it, it was like I couldn’t think. That’s why I needed a person who would make a list of questions people wrote in the comments, and he would have to ask me those questions. Only when he asked me the question, I could answer in that state of the Spirit. He helped me because I was in a state like shock or trance. And by myself, to just remember what I need to talk about and say, I couldn’t. I could just sit in front of the camera and remain silent. I always said, I need some kind of guide. I never even went outside alone, I was afraid I wouldn’t come back, I needed a person. I would connect through them to the frequency they live in, and I would stay in that frequency with them. But when I was alone at home, I was always without mind. It’s like when you’re in the Spirit,