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[Alexandr Korol]

I started to see it, as I analyze everything that happens with people and with me. I remember how many readers wrote to me: “Alexandr, when I read your book or watch your video, I experience such incredible clarity and awareness, it’s just mind-blowing. I am right here and now, and I have no laziness, no anxiety. I just want to take my life into my own hands and go only up and forward with insane faith. And then it fades again. Why is that?” And when I was in this Spirit, people also tuned into this world, this frequency, let’s call it that, into the rhythm of vibrations. I didn’t know what it was. And then they lost it. I remember, when I was writing a lot in various rough drafts of books, there was a period, about 10 years plus or minus, when I was in society, in the material world, and I was studying this whole society. And it consists of different frequencies, like different social layers of society, where there are people like this, like that, and like the other. There are material bright ones and material dark ones. There are people with bright feelings, and there are people with feelings rooted in sinful instincts. There are people without a mind, and there are people with a mind. I studied all of this, I studied it all, just throughout my life. Just, not intentionally, but just living my life, suddenly noticing something like that, I immediately wrote it down in my book, analyzing it. And I saw that it was like every time, and I too, I was the Spirit, and then for some reason stopped being it. And I began to notice that I become this Spirit, and then again become, figuratively speaking, like a person, then again the Spirit, again like a person. And it’s also very curious. There is a clear line, as if when I was, on the contrary, the Spirit and forcefully made myself be a person for a while, to transition into the rhythm of people. And then everything changed, and I, on the contrary, became a person, but at times I became the Spirit, when I needed to tune into it. I turned off the mind and went into these vibrations, a state like being without a mind, I described it as “the corridor”. I understood that while writing the second volume of “Alternative History”, I realized that this dynamic of living sometimes with the heart, sometimes with the mind, and sometimes with the spirit — it’s an algorithm. It’s a dynamic, and it’s necessary and important. This algorithm is actually everywhere, and even our cycles are built around this. There is always a change from one thing to another. We have morning, day, evening, night; we have spring, summer, winter, fall. We have good moods, then bad ones, fatigue, then energy, love, then hate, happiness, then sadness. It’s as if one cannot exist