Alexandr Korol

this is very important. This is very important. It’s so interesting. I see everything in a completely different way now. So... And so, I’m walking. And I feel like I’m in some kind of vacuum, or like a beam of light is shining on me, that’s the sensation. Everything feels a bit slowed down, like in a fairy tale. And when I walk, I don’t have thoughts about where to turn, I just do everything based on feelings. And there’s absolutely no moment of doubt or confusion, whether to turn left or right. Not at all. It’s almost as if it’s coming from the mind, that’s how I expressed it when I was younger. And I could walk and turn right, or walk and turn left, go into a courtyard, enter some shop, stop and just stand. And the music in my headphones would become so immersive, everything was so beautiful. And I noticed that if I was walking with someone, if that person... Again, back then, I didn’t know anything about how everything worked. But simply, the person is walking with me, and suddenly he starts saying that he feels strange. I ask him, “How?” He says, “It’s like I’ve lost myself in my own hometown, I don’t understand where we are. I’ve never seen these streets before, these houses. Everything is so different, it’s like I’ve ended up in some kind of mirror world, in some fairy tale.” So the person tells me. And I say, “Really? You feel that too?” “Yeah.” I say, “I walk like this every day.” And I show him, “Do you see this, do you see that?” He says, “Yeah, these are like real miracles. Seriously, it’s like there are signs everywhere. Through phrases, if a person walks by, and says something to you, or through a sign. Everywhere, it’s like the whole world is talking to you.” It’s so unusual, like a fairy tale. But I didn’t do anything special for this, I was just walking with a friend. And then he was the first one to bring up this topic. And there was another case. Well, there were many such cases. There was another case when I was walking with a different friend, and everything seemed the same, the same streets where I had walked before. And everything was like, the cars were sounding, irritating, people were walking around, all unpleasant. And it was like I was walking before, and everything was like behind glass, and all the people were like in a movie, like extras, all seemingly smiling, but here it felt like everyone was negative. And at the same time, I was walking, and I felt like I didn’t even know where to turn, left or right, as if some thoughts appeared. And I didn’t even want to walk. It was like some kind of fatigue or, you know, a hunger of the mind appeared. But I have no mind, right? So it turned out, it didn’t bother me before, but now