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like my consciousness was traveling through a tunnel. It felt as though I was flooded with a flood of images, and as if, in a matter of seconds, my consciousness had reached all times, all worlds. That’s what it was like when I deciphered the matrix on August 30. As if something poured into me, or as if I seeped into something — some kind of connection took place. But still, after that, I started feeling normal again, like an ordinary person — no miracles, I can’t influence people with my mind, I can’t move glasses with my gaze, I’m just a regular guy. So was that it? I don’t know. On the one hand, maybe you could say that’s what I meant. On the other hand — no. I believe that what God or the Spirit or whoever showed me in childhood hasn’t happened yet. Why hasn’t it happened? Because I feel like if it had, I should already be the Spirit, or this new matrix, a new system, and everyone would be living in my head, something like that — it should’ve happened that way. But it didn’t. And why it’s been postponed, I don’t know. But the thing is, it’s not just me — it’s exactly what Big Alexander always says. He says that everything should have happened back then, in 2011 or maybe 2012. He says everything was supposed to happen then. And if everything was supposed to happen then, he already said at that time that everything was getting postponed, that everything got postponed by a few years or by seven years. He kept saying the same thing every time — that everything is being postponed, that someone keeps delaying it, that something is supposed to happen. And what was supposed to happen, in fact, should have already happened back when I first started writing the book Path in 2010 — that’s when everything should have happened. Back then, I came, I decoded the matrix, and again it all dimmed out, and nothing happened. No flying saucers arrived, and the world didn’t reboot. Then Big Alexander expected it around 2018 or 2020, or in 2021, 2022. So every year, he also kept expecting and waiting, saying that everything was postponed again, but now it will happen. And now he’s saying it will happen in 2025, that now, for sure, there are no more options left, that it simply cannot be otherwise, that everything will definitely happen in 2025, because everyone’s been waiting too long. What he means — I don’t know. How it will manifest — I don’t know. These are just feelings, seriously. If you want to ask with your human logic, “What exactly will happen and when and what?” — I don’t know, I really don’t know anything. How this will literally and physically happen — I think even Big Alexander doesn’t know. Sometimes he says a flying saucer will arrive. I always