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communicated with me. The same Spirit was talking to me all this time. Also what is interesting, I had certain periods of time, when I was writing this exact book, “Alternative History”. First I called it “The Path”, it was the fall of 2010, when I passed the places of power, drew and deciphered the matrix on a map of St. Petersburg. I called that book “Path”. It was difficult for me to write it. I was actually writing in the book, “I am in this very strange condition. As if something came upon me or possessed me”. Turns out when I was writing it, that was the Spirit in me. And this Spirit is in me now. It was 2010 when I felt this condition very vividly for the first time. In fact, the Spirit came upon me in 2009 and 2008. I felt the energy, the food in my apartment was going bad, the groceries and something that was near me were changing taste, as if spoiling. It felt the same like at the places of power. If you bring the cup of soda to the relics at the church, the drink will change, go bad, lose the taste. All of it was happening because the Spirit was in me.
I was able to see right through every person – it was a Spirit in me. That’s why I saw everyone. When I met a messenger named Nadezhda, who gave me a riddle with the keys from heaven, I was frightened by her. Why? Because the Spirit was in her. That is why I said that I don’t understand what is about her, as if she was not a human, there was some other entity inside of her. Also I had an experience once when I was small, some guys came up to me with knives. I took my glasses off and started talking to them and they got scared. It was a Spirit in me that scared them. Also, it was often that I would call a person and person will be shocked:
– Alex, how are you doing it?
– What?
– We were just talking about you, and here you are, calling.
People were telling me this every day. As if I always know when they think about me. In fact, it was the Spirit that was moving in me.
Further, even more interesting. When I was passing the places of power in 2010, I was feeling very odd. I couldn’t eat, I didn’t have an appetite and the
I was able to see right through every person – it was a Spirit in me. That’s why I saw everyone. When I met a messenger named Nadezhda, who gave me a riddle with the keys from heaven, I was frightened by her. Why? Because the Spirit was in her. That is why I said that I don’t understand what is about her, as if she was not a human, there was some other entity inside of her. Also I had an experience once when I was small, some guys came up to me with knives. I took my glasses off and started talking to them and they got scared. It was a Spirit in me that scared them. Also, it was often that I would call a person and person will be shocked:
– Alex, how are you doing it?
– What?
– We were just talking about you, and here you are, calling.
People were telling me this every day. As if I always know when they think about me. In fact, it was the Spirit that was moving in me.
Further, even more interesting. When I was passing the places of power in 2010, I was feeling very odd. I couldn’t eat, I didn’t have an appetite and the