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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2023 8:03 am
Was it coming and going because I do something or was it its decision each time, or did it depend on some cycles of the planets and stars? I started drawing the scheme of my life starting from 2006. I think that it was 2006 when I became conscious and aware. Up until 2023. I drew a lot of parallel lines. One line had the milestones of the years when I was materialistic. I recorded the years when I was with my mind and in my mind. Another line had the dates and years of the cycles when I was in the creative mode, with an open heart. But when I din’t have the Spirit in me. Next I noted years and periods from 2006 till 2023 when the Spirit was in me.
It was visiting me from time to time, briefly. But the peaks of its presence, when it came down for such a long period like now, I connected to the subjects of my work. I mean my books. In 2010 I had a huge peak of stardom popularity when I released my first video on YouTube. It was called “Indigo Child”, it was me standing by the chalkboard in a white shirt, and that video had 4-5 millions of views all over the internet. People were calling me and writing to me from magazines, newspapers and TV stations asking me to be on the shows and give interviews. Spirit was in me back then. That’s when I had my first book “The Answer”. It is deleted now and no original is available online.
In 2017 Spirit came down on me while I was working on my book “Corridor”, which was the first book that I decided to publish. So the Spirit was appearing when I was working on some serious topics and books, as if it was necessary to organize them correctly, and on the peaks of my popularity. 2010 was my first peak of fame. In 2017 and 2018 I released a book and shifted into a stardom span of my life when a lot of people found out about me. It was when I presented and released my first book “Corridor”. And therefore the Spirit was appearing right before that.
And now I am working on a book that will be released worldwide. That is why the Spirit entered me now. It is quite possible that it will leave when I finish the book. Or maybe not. Naturally, I am wondering why it leaves. Maybe it was me that was doing something not right. A couple of weeks ago I called Big Alexander and asked him this question. Maybe the Spirit comes during the certain cycles
It was visiting me from time to time, briefly. But the peaks of its presence, when it came down for such a long period like now, I connected to the subjects of my work. I mean my books. In 2010 I had a huge peak of stardom popularity when I released my first video on YouTube. It was called “Indigo Child”, it was me standing by the chalkboard in a white shirt, and that video had 4-5 millions of views all over the internet. People were calling me and writing to me from magazines, newspapers and TV stations asking me to be on the shows and give interviews. Spirit was in me back then. That’s when I had my first book “The Answer”. It is deleted now and no original is available online.
In 2017 Spirit came down on me while I was working on my book “Corridor”, which was the first book that I decided to publish. So the Spirit was appearing when I was working on some serious topics and books, as if it was necessary to organize them correctly, and on the peaks of my popularity. 2010 was my first peak of fame. In 2017 and 2018 I released a book and shifted into a stardom span of my life when a lot of people found out about me. It was when I presented and released my first book “Corridor”. And therefore the Spirit was appearing right before that.
And now I am working on a book that will be released worldwide. That is why the Spirit entered me now. It is quite possible that it will leave when I finish the book. Or maybe not. Naturally, I am wondering why it leaves. Maybe it was me that was doing something not right. A couple of weeks ago I called Big Alexander and asked him this question. Maybe the Spirit comes during the certain cycles