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[Alexandr Korol]

come when I’ll wear only gold. I mean, of course, I could already wear it now — I still go by what I feel, what resonates with me, what fits my state or doesn’t. And I don’t feel that I’m at that spiritual level and uplift where I’m ready to wear gold. Of course, the Spirit has highlighted this for me, showed me how I should feel in order to wear gold, but I don’t feel like that right now — I haven’t grown into that yet. I thought I’d reach it quickly, but I haven’t yet. So for now, I’ll still stay with various little stones, in silver settings. So it turns out I’m still loading into something, while all these trials are happening. And here’s something interesting too — look, the element of the underworld, that is, evening, is water, the icosahedron, which is blue. And the dodecahedron has always been depicted as ether, like something ghostlike, and it’s always shown as violet, meaning amethyst. You see how fascinating that is. So the cube is the material world, earth, meaning day, meaning summer — that’s emerald. And the octahedron, meaning rhombus, meaning morning, meaning air — that’s the red stone. Alright, I’ll start experimenting now. Maybe I need to set them all in gold, and something will come of it.
Mara is testing me. And it started recently. Well, that’s how it is. It began about a month or a month and a half ago, right from New Year. And it turns out I can overcome this regardless of time. I just need to reprogram myself, to realize something in my mind so that something inside truly lights up, like a lightbulb, and that’s it. No matter what happens, it’s like I wouldn’t care. But right now I still react, and I need to knock all of that out. What should I do, what will help me? I could really start meditating — not just a little, but seriously. Do the technique of opening the channel, shut myself off for a week. Well, I’m already closed off, but I mean turning off my phone and disappearing for a week, going into the “cosmos,” maybe that will help. Or on the contrary, as they say, confront it head-on — go straight through it. Well, not necessarily recklessly, but... See, the thing is: I’m sitting at home, and Mara wants to get at me from all sides, and really is getting to me — online. Can you imagine? And if I go outside, more stuff will happen, more problems, but I’ll get through it faster, realize things quicker, be freed sooner. Maybe that option is better? Interesting. But the main thing is — don’t be afraid. Because just imagine what kind of spiritual strength I’ll have after this trial — and all of you too. Nothing will be scary at all anymore, there’ll be meekness, humility, restraint, foresight.