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Posted: Sat Jul 12, 2025 5:13 pm
I really liked how it’s described about Buddha, that when he defeated Mara, he sat under the tree and saw something — it’s said so beautifully, that he sat under the tree for seven days, then stood by the tree for seven days and looked at the tree he had sat under, then seven more days he did something else. And it wasn’t that he waited seven days or did something for seven days — it’s that he saw the world that way. But people perceive it as seven days in time, that he literally stood by the tree for seven days. No! He saw it in seven versions. That’s also really amazing — how he awakened, who he became after defeating Mara. And their battle is very interesting, very similar — Jesus and Buddha. So Buddha simply pointed to the earth with his finger or touched the ground with his hand somehow — that this was his land or something like that, that he is the earth or this is his place, something along those lines. And that was the realization of victory over Mara. And Jesus had something even more interesting — he answered the demon’s questions, which was basically the same Mara. And he answered philosophically, saying that he needed nothing, that he didn’t need anything human, that he didn’t need any miracles. I’ll say this — if I had fallen into the darkness, if you can call it darkness, that I’m in now, two years ago, I probably wouldn’t have survived, seriously. If I were just an ordinary person, I wouldn’t have made it — it’s so unbearably painful and frightening. But it’s like, because I’m already at this stage, there’s some spiritual strength in me, even if not a hundred percent, and it gives me power. If I didn’t know all these five volumes, if I didn’t remember and hold in my mind every piece of information from each previous volume, I would’ve lost my mind. So the realization that there is a system, that there is a simulation, that there is God, the main system, that there is the Mother of God, a lesser system, that she gives birth to the system of the Son of God — that is, a certain people — that all of this is a simulation, and that it’s all development after all. And when you sober yourself up with these reminders, you truly gain immense strength. It’s like in the movie “The Matrix,” when the boy says the spoon doesn’t exist. Yeah, it sounds beautiful, but imagine the kind of faith you have to have to truly believe that. You have to really realize that it’s melting or bending in your hands. And now what’s happening is that the information I possess at the moment is giving me incredible strength to withstand this haze. And things are happening from all sides — I won’t describe them literally,