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take care of them quickly. She always has a place for them. So in one sense, she protects you from bad people, and at the same time, she teaches you and passes knowledge to you.
What else did he say? I asked him about the pine cone that the Mystic-Old-Man had mentioned. He said the pine cone symbolizes knowledge, wisdom — all of that. And that the matrix, indeed, unfolds just like a fan, like the cone, that yes, that’s exactly how it is. And I told him:
— I have one option to awaken quickly, and another to not rush and not force it.
— Don’t rush. Why? We’re already ahead of time, we’re already in front. Why accelerate? The rhythm, the pace — it’s already set. Everything’s clear.
— Alexander, so what’s going to happen to me in the end? Why does everyone — my team — have to be fully prepared, managing my entire life and everything? What will I be doing?
— Everything will begin once the awakening happens — your mission will begin. And when you become who you are meant to become, you’ll understand yourself what it is you need to do.
And that I won’t be concerned at all anymore with these human, material, everyday little things. And he said it could all actually happen within a week. Well, of course — he loves to say things like that... The Mystic-Old-Man always says “not soon,” while Big Alexander says it’ll all happen tomorrow. But according to my own forecasts — this still somehow has to align with my social-material world, the one I live in. And by my forecasts, it still pointed to March, April — it all leads into May. As if May is some kind of peak, a shift... Like how I sometimes sense cycles. As if until May... Of course, I can change that timing and influence it — I can bring that May into the present. But if I don’t interfere, then everything happens in May. As if some of my projects will come to an end, and the seventh volume of the book will be finished right around then. I also have a move planned, and it feels like everything... And then I could publish on YouTube and reappear among people. And basically, you see, everything is lining up so that it all falls in May — maybe even the end of May. But I could, in principle, really speed up right now.
What else did he say? I asked him about the pine cone that the Mystic-Old-Man had mentioned. He said the pine cone symbolizes knowledge, wisdom — all of that. And that the matrix, indeed, unfolds just like a fan, like the cone, that yes, that’s exactly how it is. And I told him:
— I have one option to awaken quickly, and another to not rush and not force it.
— Don’t rush. Why? We’re already ahead of time, we’re already in front. Why accelerate? The rhythm, the pace — it’s already set. Everything’s clear.
— Alexander, so what’s going to happen to me in the end? Why does everyone — my team — have to be fully prepared, managing my entire life and everything? What will I be doing?
— Everything will begin once the awakening happens — your mission will begin. And when you become who you are meant to become, you’ll understand yourself what it is you need to do.
And that I won’t be concerned at all anymore with these human, material, everyday little things. And he said it could all actually happen within a week. Well, of course — he loves to say things like that... The Mystic-Old-Man always says “not soon,” while Big Alexander says it’ll all happen tomorrow. But according to my own forecasts — this still somehow has to align with my social-material world, the one I live in. And by my forecasts, it still pointed to March, April — it all leads into May. As if May is some kind of peak, a shift... Like how I sometimes sense cycles. As if until May... Of course, I can change that timing and influence it — I can bring that May into the present. But if I don’t interfere, then everything happens in May. As if some of my projects will come to an end, and the seventh volume of the book will be finished right around then. I also have a move planned, and it feels like everything... And then I could publish on YouTube and reappear among people. And basically, you see, everything is lining up so that it all falls in May — maybe even the end of May. But I could, in principle, really speed up right now.