Alexandr Korol

After all, Big Alexander warned me back in summer and again in September that this underworld — I would return to it. He kept telling me, “You’ll go back into it, you’ll go in and out of it many times.” Well, that’s understandable — but basically, people, as humanity, lived in this kind of dynamic: first the world of the sky, then the world of the earth, then the underworld, then the afterlife. Then from the afterlife they were reborn again — into the world of the sky, then the world of the earth, then the underworld, and so on, in constant motion, back and forth, back and forth. But in fact, all of this was done to attain that “and.” Remember “A and B”? That is, the transition, the “corridor” between worlds — and the more we go through these transitions, the more we free ourselves from these worlds, and this develops in us the four Spirits, the four elements — but ultimately, it’s to attain this “and,” the fifth element. And my attention is also being pushed back and forth like that. My current state — faith, spiritual strength — I wouldn’t say it’s super strong like fire, but it’s strong. It was something like this that happened to me in childhood, when I was in such a state, and perfume bottles were standing on the table, and they went stale. And now, basically, the same radiation is coming from me to everything around. Whatever I look at right now immediately becomes saturated with it, as if it’s been prayed over. The state is such that it could cause dizziness or nausea if someone else were nearby. I don’t have that — no dizziness, no nausea. Of course, the state is unusual, but it’s not dazed or foggy — on the contrary. People often confuse it — many think that the state of being “without mind” is when you’ve let go of everything and become some kind of fool. No, it’s the opposite. You become, as I’ve always described, like a fly. As if you have a thousand eyes, and you feel everything — every drop dripping from a faucet in the neighbor’s apartment — you have this super vigilance, like Spider-Man. You feel everything, sense every movement, like a little ant crawling somewhere, and you’re fully plugged into the flow. I can literally feel the energy passing through the crown of my head, going into my throat and chest — but not going any further. Well, now I’m bringing it down into the stomach — it had never reached that far before, it always stayed in the head, the chest, the throat — those were the parts I always felt. But lower than that was always difficult for me to activate. Though, that’s not for nothing either — there’s something to decode in that too.