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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2023 8:35 am
So I am working on this book. Every day. I don’t do anything else besides working on this book. Because everything seems to depend on it. It will be released at the right time and day, I don’t need to control it. Everything will happen naturally. But I must make this book.
I was very curious a month ago what this third part will be about. What will the ending be about? When I started working on it, Spirit entered me and this is the ending. I understood what this power is that gave me the knowledge and skills for my entire life. That it is Spirit.
I must expand this subject: How? Why? What for? First and foremost the Spirit cannot enter a person if his heart is not open. For the Spirit to descend, one must be very clean, very open, without sins. Then It will come down. As if the soul must be crystal-clear as a diamond and multifaceted with all dots and lines for a Spirit to move there. In that labyrinth.
I also noticed something and told this to Big Alexander:
– It turns out that all skills that appeared in my life, like my attention management gift, and ability to change the flavor of the drinks and see through everyone, all these skills, like if a person is thinking about me on the other side of the world, I knew about it, all my gifts are not mine, but belong to the Spirit? If there would be no Spirit, there would be nothing? No skills, no knowledge?
– Not true. When the Spirit is in you and moving all your neuron connections, these skills stay with you. When the Spirit leaves, everything stays. This is how upgrading works. This is how you grow. But the Spirit shows up gradually.
I noticed that every time the Spirit came upon me, I discovered unusual movies, like it was communicating with me through them. Unusual music and unusual people. Some curious articles with information. The Spirit “supplies” me with the information this whole month. What I should focus on. When the Spirit is in me I can see all of it and can decipher. As if I wouldn’t see any of it and of course not understand it if the Spirit wouldn’t be here. The Spirit gave me the information about what this Spirit is and how it works. Big Alexander told me
I was very curious a month ago what this third part will be about. What will the ending be about? When I started working on it, Spirit entered me and this is the ending. I understood what this power is that gave me the knowledge and skills for my entire life. That it is Spirit.
I must expand this subject: How? Why? What for? First and foremost the Spirit cannot enter a person if his heart is not open. For the Spirit to descend, one must be very clean, very open, without sins. Then It will come down. As if the soul must be crystal-clear as a diamond and multifaceted with all dots and lines for a Spirit to move there. In that labyrinth.
I also noticed something and told this to Big Alexander:
– It turns out that all skills that appeared in my life, like my attention management gift, and ability to change the flavor of the drinks and see through everyone, all these skills, like if a person is thinking about me on the other side of the world, I knew about it, all my gifts are not mine, but belong to the Spirit? If there would be no Spirit, there would be nothing? No skills, no knowledge?
– Not true. When the Spirit is in you and moving all your neuron connections, these skills stay with you. When the Spirit leaves, everything stays. This is how upgrading works. This is how you grow. But the Spirit shows up gradually.
I noticed that every time the Spirit came upon me, I discovered unusual movies, like it was communicating with me through them. Unusual music and unusual people. Some curious articles with information. The Spirit “supplies” me with the information this whole month. What I should focus on. When the Spirit is in me I can see all of it and can decipher. As if I wouldn’t see any of it and of course not understand it if the Spirit wouldn’t be here. The Spirit gave me the information about what this Spirit is and how it works. Big Alexander told me