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Posted: Sat Sep 23, 2023 8:39 am
have to doubt what to write in your book because the Spirit is doing it through you. The Spirit only wants for you to let it in and stay connected. And if there will be something that may influence me to close from the Spirit, then the Spirit will destroy it. Anything that may close me. This Spirit was always giving me strength and all information for my books that I write. The Spirit was doing all of it. There may be no mistake in anything that I write or say. Here is where all my information is from. People were always nagging, “When will Alexandr lose his inspiration? When is his information going to end? Where is he getting it from?”. And people were laughing at me when I restricted myself from a lot of things. I am doing it all to not lose connection with the Spirit. And this Spirit can be on and off when necessary. And I know how to turn it on and turn it off. Big Alexander says that this Spirit is actually me. But maybe I didn’t get to that level yet. Because I still have a perception that I am this guy Alex, who can use his mind to think, his heart to feel and see beauty in everything because I am a creative person. And when this power possesses me I feel that even though this power is a part of me, it is somewhere there not here. And when it leaves, I am still here. Just me alone without this power. Do you understand?
I don’t know what plan this Spirit has for me and what is my role in it. Big Alexander said that there are families that control the world and know all the secret information that is being unveiled for me now. I am just a student now. But again, what about these families and what do I have to do with it? I came from an ordinary family. Why did this happen to me? This is unclear. Why me? Ok, I have a name and facade. It is clear now that the Spirit made it all happen according to the script. It all looks good and cohesive. My last name is Korol, meaning “King” in English. My name is Alexandr. Date of birth – September 12. Everything is accounted for. Everything is according to the script.
Do I have to be a writer all my life? Will the Spirit continue writing books and I will keep growing and the books will be well-known worldwide and they will be adapted to movies? This is how it will communicate with the world, through me?
Actually this is what the Spirit was doing all along. There are initiated people, they
I don’t know what plan this Spirit has for me and what is my role in it. Big Alexander said that there are families that control the world and know all the secret information that is being unveiled for me now. I am just a student now. But again, what about these families and what do I have to do with it? I came from an ordinary family. Why did this happen to me? This is unclear. Why me? Ok, I have a name and facade. It is clear now that the Spirit made it all happen according to the script. It all looks good and cohesive. My last name is Korol, meaning “King” in English. My name is Alexandr. Date of birth – September 12. Everything is accounted for. Everything is according to the script.
Do I have to be a writer all my life? Will the Spirit continue writing books and I will keep growing and the books will be well-known worldwide and they will be adapted to movies? This is how it will communicate with the world, through me?
Actually this is what the Spirit was doing all along. There are initiated people, they