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Posted: Sat Jul 12, 2025 6:10 pm
it’s as if I shift into another plane, the one I’m supposed to fully enter later. And he said I must learn to manage this, to master both of these energies. He said that my relatives — not actual relatives, but certain unusual people in my circle — are all some kind of guardian angels given to me on purpose.
Also, when I was telling him about my conversation with my mom about the color red and everything else, I remembered that she also told me that just like not everyone can handle or is afraid of red, it’s the same with gold — exactly the same story. People are afraid to wear gold-colored things or gold itself and generally avoid it, because you have to grow into it. So it’s the same, then, with the color red. And now I’m wearing gold, wearing red — I’m exploring this newly revealed energy. But he said I must not go to extremes with this red energy. I need to try it, I need to learn to manage it properly, but I could burn out or fall into some kind of extreme. So it’s bad to always remain in it — he said I should treat it with caution. He said:
— You have to understand that when there’s an excess of red, you’re cooled down by the cold, by the Moon. When there’s too much Moon, you’re given the energy of the Sun. You need to find the golden mean between these two forces, the plus and the minus.
— Alright.
Also, when I was telling him about my conversation with my mom about the color red and everything else, I remembered that she also told me that just like not everyone can handle or is afraid of red, it’s the same with gold — exactly the same story. People are afraid to wear gold-colored things or gold itself and generally avoid it, because you have to grow into it. So it’s the same, then, with the color red. And now I’m wearing gold, wearing red — I’m exploring this newly revealed energy. But he said I must not go to extremes with this red energy. I need to try it, I need to learn to manage it properly, but I could burn out or fall into some kind of extreme. So it’s bad to always remain in it — he said I should treat it with caution. He said:
— You have to understand that when there’s an excess of red, you’re cooled down by the cold, by the Moon. When there’s too much Moon, you’re given the energy of the Sun. You need to find the golden mean between these two forces, the plus and the minus.
— Alright.