Of course, every day I try different methods of building the matrix — I construct all these geometric figures in various ways. It’s like I have to understand all the ways to build the icosahedron from every angle, what can form inside it, where it can fit, all the methods of constructing the dodecahedron, how it can form, how it combines with other geometric figures, where there is a common axis, how many dodecahedrons can be inscribed in a cube, and how many cubes form as a result. Also, this method where you can inscribe an icosahedron on each face of a dodecahedron — I naturally had to test it. But it also turned out to be nonsense. Yet all of this must be worked through. So the more a person tries all the methods, the faster they discard them, freeing themselves from them and thereby getting closer to the truth.
And one of the latest significant things for me was when I decoded all the alchemists’ images, trusting which they found this star octahedron. They understood that the star octahedron is a crossing of two elements — the element of the Sun and the element of the Moon — and that there are many elements of the Sun and many of the Moon, and that all of them must be crossed into these stars and then somehow rotated. And then you get the philosopher’s stone. This was a small discovery for me. And that it’s exactly the cube within a cube, cube within a cube, cube within a cube — four cubes forming this sphere inside — that’s definitely a “wow” moment. I asked a designer to make me a model of this figure so that they could create a silicone mold for me to cast it in silver or gold, so that I would have it as a pendant or some kind of tabletop object. And Big Alexander himself told me that this matrix I decoded — the four rotated cubes, the eight-pointed star made in three dimensions — should be something I look at often, maybe even keep in my bedroom, because it can have a strong positive and beneficial effect on me. And of course, I will never take apart the first one I made from sticks or throw it away; on the contrary, I will keep it safe. Now I want to have a model made from plastic — I had one 3D printed — and then have the same made in silver as a spiritual element, the tetramorph. But you see, this is just one stage. It’s not everything yet. There’s still more to do.