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Posted: Sun Jul 13, 2025 6:02 pm
Overcoming Mara. Conclusion.
So, now it’s April 18, 2025, Friday. About a week ago, on April 10, I finished working on the seventh volume of “Alternative History,” and since then I started feeling different somehow. On the 10th, when I finished the seventh volume, I began deciphering the matrix — I was in the Spirit. The matrix I was deciphering is the same one I’m working on in the eighth volume. On that day, I asked with a voice, “Can I put all this aside and take a rest before finishing the eighth volume?” Since I already finished the seventh, can I return to the eighth volume and complete it after some rest? I was allowed to take a mini-vacation. And starting the very next day, on the 11th, I felt my body begin to release tension, my head started relaxing, I began to unwind — in a good way. It was as if everything started to bloom, I wanted to listen to completely different music, and wear completely different clothes. And I realize that the only thing I need right now is to just switch off my mind, because I control so much, plus I carry a heavy responsibility for my novel “Alternative History.” Right now, I need to imagine that none of it exists — that I am completely free, with no completed tasks, no new or old ones — as if I’m just a free person. And I started shifting into that mindset. I began to notice that something changed — immediately everywhere, around me, in all my projects, all my work, things didn’t just start to settle — they were already okay, but it’s like everything... like luck came from all sides. It’s like everything started happening faster, better, all the tense situations and problems disappeared. Even the people around me seemed to calm down. I called Big Alexander and told him that I had finished the seventh volume. He said:
— Definitely rest. You can even allow yourself to drink a little — that’s necessary. You need to switch off your mind; you’re working too much.4
— And right now, I’m taking a mini-vacation, a trip.
— That’s right, well done.
— I feel unusual.
— Well, you’ve come out of Mara, and the people following you will come out too. On the 13th, you’ll feel even better, and on the 19th, even better still.
So, now it’s April 18, 2025, Friday. About a week ago, on April 10, I finished working on the seventh volume of “Alternative History,” and since then I started feeling different somehow. On the 10th, when I finished the seventh volume, I began deciphering the matrix — I was in the Spirit. The matrix I was deciphering is the same one I’m working on in the eighth volume. On that day, I asked with a voice, “Can I put all this aside and take a rest before finishing the eighth volume?” Since I already finished the seventh, can I return to the eighth volume and complete it after some rest? I was allowed to take a mini-vacation. And starting the very next day, on the 11th, I felt my body begin to release tension, my head started relaxing, I began to unwind — in a good way. It was as if everything started to bloom, I wanted to listen to completely different music, and wear completely different clothes. And I realize that the only thing I need right now is to just switch off my mind, because I control so much, plus I carry a heavy responsibility for my novel “Alternative History.” Right now, I need to imagine that none of it exists — that I am completely free, with no completed tasks, no new or old ones — as if I’m just a free person. And I started shifting into that mindset. I began to notice that something changed — immediately everywhere, around me, in all my projects, all my work, things didn’t just start to settle — they were already okay, but it’s like everything... like luck came from all sides. It’s like everything started happening faster, better, all the tense situations and problems disappeared. Even the people around me seemed to calm down. I called Big Alexander and told him that I had finished the seventh volume. He said:
— Definitely rest. You can even allow yourself to drink a little — that’s necessary. You need to switch off your mind; you’re working too much.4
— And right now, I’m taking a mini-vacation, a trip.
— That’s right, well done.
— I feel unusual.
— Well, you’ve come out of Mara, and the people following you will come out too. On the 13th, you’ll feel even better, and on the 19th, even better still.