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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 8:06 am
Then he again tells me about Jules Verne and that I must record all of this, that I am swaying back and forth. He says:
— In other realities, you see, you are famous there, and your books are recognized, and you have some kind of lineage, and for people it is an honor to speak with you. And you are in some other countries, and everything is somehow different there. And it seemed to you that you were traveling there with some girl, she was there. And she will appear for you here, and she will be there as well. Everything there is different.
And what is this? What is happening? Who am I? Why?
So then I say to Big Alexander:
— Well, wait, fifty years ago different people lived — Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson. A hundred years ago there were other people, some military generals, someone else. Yes, some stayed in world history. But they still lived within the small framework of this concept of our world that we live in now, that we developed from monkeys, as everyone is told this nonsense, or from Big Bang theory. And yes, there were some wars. And so we simply give birth to children, get an education, and then grow old and die. And everyone lived like that. But what is now — I do not understand. What is happening now? Why am I not living like that now? Why was I born and not simply built a family, got an education, grew old, and died? Why is something incomprehensible happening right now? Why exactly now? What is this?
— Before, everything was different. Before there were times when military generals were good, and artists were good. And now you are not like that, and now everything is in chaos, therefore you have come, and now it is such a time because something must be done with it. Now it is not human people but savages in power, in art — he called them by a bad word, and rightly so.
And he said that I came to destroy all of this, all this dark force. And I tell him:
— In other realities, you see, you are famous there, and your books are recognized, and you have some kind of lineage, and for people it is an honor to speak with you. And you are in some other countries, and everything is somehow different there. And it seemed to you that you were traveling there with some girl, she was there. And she will appear for you here, and she will be there as well. Everything there is different.
And what is this? What is happening? Who am I? Why?
So then I say to Big Alexander:
— Well, wait, fifty years ago different people lived — Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson. A hundred years ago there were other people, some military generals, someone else. Yes, some stayed in world history. But they still lived within the small framework of this concept of our world that we live in now, that we developed from monkeys, as everyone is told this nonsense, or from Big Bang theory. And yes, there were some wars. And so we simply give birth to children, get an education, and then grow old and die. And everyone lived like that. But what is now — I do not understand. What is happening now? Why am I not living like that now? Why was I born and not simply built a family, got an education, grew old, and died? Why is something incomprehensible happening right now? Why exactly now? What is this?
— Before, everything was different. Before there were times when military generals were good, and artists were good. And now you are not like that, and now everything is in chaos, therefore you have come, and now it is such a time because something must be done with it. Now it is not human people but savages in power, in art — he called them by a bad word, and rightly so.
And he said that I came to destroy all of this, all this dark force. And I tell him: