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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 8:07 am
— Well, wait, fine, if I am some kind of special, although I do not understand who I am, why then do I live like this? That all my life, for 34 years, everyone hates me, everyone betrays me, everyone deceives me, everywhere there is injustice. I have never in my life tried any forbidden substances, and yet all sorts of unhealthy personalities dare to insult me, to humiliate me, to set me up. Even government structures set me up and cheat, making it that I am guilty of something, as if I am the swindler. How can this be? How come I deserve this, if I am supposed to be special?
And he tells me that I am — he called it in such a complicated way — that the main God gave me the most difficult path so that I would become like Him, pure, kind, and knowing what justice is. And that is why I am on the opposite side of all this dark force. And that if I were not from the side of God, then I would be this dark force, like all these dark people. And then it would also be the same for me as it is now for all the darkness, everything would be allowed for me without consequence, and I would be in their pack. But I am therefore the opposite, they all want to destroy me. And truly, I am different, not like them. They are all swindlers, they are all criminals, they are all devils. He says:
— They are all robots. And not only are all people now like zombie-robots, even these billionaires, they think they are conscious. No, they are robots too, zombie-robots. And you came to destroy all of this, all this dark force.
And then he tells me that what I see in the future, I must move there and leave this world, and in this world it will all appear. He simply says that it has not yet come.
— You see,- he says, — in this world you are nobody, but there in the future, which has not yet come, you will be recognized. Recognized by blood, who you are, and by lineage, and your books will be recognized, and you will be recognized in every aspect. And you will travel through worlds, and you will have everything. But it simply is not yet here, though it is there. You are walking toward it.
And he tells me that I am — he called it in such a complicated way — that the main God gave me the most difficult path so that I would become like Him, pure, kind, and knowing what justice is. And that is why I am on the opposite side of all this dark force. And that if I were not from the side of God, then I would be this dark force, like all these dark people. And then it would also be the same for me as it is now for all the darkness, everything would be allowed for me without consequence, and I would be in their pack. But I am therefore the opposite, they all want to destroy me. And truly, I am different, not like them. They are all swindlers, they are all criminals, they are all devils. He says:
— They are all robots. And not only are all people now like zombie-robots, even these billionaires, they think they are conscious. No, they are robots too, zombie-robots. And you came to destroy all of this, all this dark force.
And then he tells me that what I see in the future, I must move there and leave this world, and in this world it will all appear. He simply says that it has not yet come.
— You see,- he says, — in this world you are nobody, but there in the future, which has not yet come, you will be recognized. Recognized by blood, who you are, and by lineage, and your books will be recognized, and you will be recognized in every aspect. And you will travel through worlds, and you will have everything. But it simply is not yet here, though it is there. You are walking toward it.