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simpler, as it turns out. Everything is the same — the same countries, the same cities — only everything becomes kind, and I become kind. I become magical, and everything becomes magical. And as if no other worlds exist anymore — only this magical, paradisiacal one — and I am now entering it. I don’t even need to do anything; it will happen on its own, this natural process inside me will take place, even if I do nothing at all for it. And already I sense, because I am remembering myself from back then, I can suppose what I will now lose and what I will gain. That is, in that world, the one I am now entering forever, perhaps — or perhaps not. But I wouldn’t want to go anywhere further from there — I would want to stay there, I’ve played enough, I’ve gained enough experience. And in that paradisiacal world everything is wonderful and magical, but you truly cannot think. You are simply here and now, that is, you are in a kind of super-consciousness — you can sing, you can read a book and retell it completely, but it’s as if you have no evaluation. Imagine, in that paradise there is no evaluation. It’s very unusual. You cannot evaluate anything, not even compare. And over time I may even — maybe, maybe not — but it’s possible I will forget this whole journey through all the worlds that has been my entire life. And that at some point I will simply understand that there is only this, the place where I am now, this paradisiacal world, and that’s all. And it will be very difficult to remember what it was like there, when I tried to live through all the worlds of people. That is, essentially, I really did descend from some magical world back in childhood, around 2010, more or less, and I described that magical world. And while it hadn’t yet completely faded out of me, I could see those people, and that’s why there were so many readers who, like me, also saw miracles, and they were amazed, and, so to speak, drawn to me. And then, with each passing year, more and more, I ended up in the world of people, which turned out to be multifaceted, multi-frequency, and, as you see, divided into different levels — like heaven, earth, the underworld; and then there is also the world under the sun, the world under the moon. And I had to live through all of this again. What people live in, I had to physically, in my real life, over my 34 years, go through and experience it all, so that in the end there would be no questions left about me at all. Because it turns out — do you see — before, I would say that it was as if I had lived the life of every person,