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that I could see through everyone, that I knew everything about each one. That’s what you are like in that magical world. But I didn’t know why I was like that and I couldn’t explain anything. And now they have shown me why I knew all of it — because I had this experience, which I am only now going through, but back then it was as if I was from the future, you understand, which I am only now living through.
And Big Alexander said just yesterday, “You were dead.” And so now we can understand everything differently. Because when you read the Bible, there is so much said there about how Jesus died for everyone, that He was dead, then was resurrected, then resurrected someone else. And you perceive all of this the way it was imposed on us, literally, and you think, “How can that be? What nonsense is this?” But when you understand it in the context of “Alternative History,” where all the hints are given about how everything is actually arranged, then it turns out that all of this is indeed true — in the literal sense — but not in the way it seemed, let’s say, to people. Yet still, it is so. I can calmly and sincerely declare right now: I was dead, and not only me. And I was even in the underworld, and not only me. And I was resurrected, and not only me. And now again, from zero, you could say — because everything is collapsing again, and I am once again starting from zero, just as in childhood — I am searching for myself and for this magical world of mine. That is, Big Alexander said, “Here it is, the journey — that for this you don’t need to fly too far, fly two hours to some continent. It can be much closer. And you must simply walk around, travel, fly, wander, and see what the system will highlight for you.” Maybe I will have to enter some temple. Maybe some person will come up to me. And he expressed it in an interesting way, he said: “The place you find — whether a city or a country, a continent — that is your wife. And it must ignite you and inspire you so much that together with it you will give birth to information. Right now you are in search of a unique place. Your place.” And physically I will find it. That is, later it will be possible to make a cast of this magical world. But the question lies also in the very fact that it’s not only about the physical, but about the psychological. That is, I must enter into such a state that everything becomes magical — even, figuratively speaking, while
And Big Alexander said just yesterday, “You were dead.” And so now we can understand everything differently. Because when you read the Bible, there is so much said there about how Jesus died for everyone, that He was dead, then was resurrected, then resurrected someone else. And you perceive all of this the way it was imposed on us, literally, and you think, “How can that be? What nonsense is this?” But when you understand it in the context of “Alternative History,” where all the hints are given about how everything is actually arranged, then it turns out that all of this is indeed true — in the literal sense — but not in the way it seemed, let’s say, to people. Yet still, it is so. I can calmly and sincerely declare right now: I was dead, and not only me. And I was even in the underworld, and not only me. And I was resurrected, and not only me. And now again, from zero, you could say — because everything is collapsing again, and I am once again starting from zero, just as in childhood — I am searching for myself and for this magical world of mine. That is, Big Alexander said, “Here it is, the journey — that for this you don’t need to fly too far, fly two hours to some continent. It can be much closer. And you must simply walk around, travel, fly, wander, and see what the system will highlight for you.” Maybe I will have to enter some temple. Maybe some person will come up to me. And he expressed it in an interesting way, he said: “The place you find — whether a city or a country, a continent — that is your wife. And it must ignite you and inspire you so much that together with it you will give birth to information. Right now you are in search of a unique place. Your place.” And physically I will find it. That is, later it will be possible to make a cast of this magical world. But the question lies also in the very fact that it’s not only about the physical, but about the psychological. That is, I must enter into such a state that everything becomes magical — even, figuratively speaking, while