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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 9:34 am
appeared in another multiverse? But the essence is that I was already different, and all this magic began, this extraordinary empathy appeared. Ah, yes — and how did I describe it then? That before this event, where I went into meditation for the first time and spoke with the voice — where, in principle, everything began — before that I was still, as if, just a human. So, you see, this magical world, it seems to have a beginning and an end — it wasn’t there from birth. Or maybe it’s just different shades, I don’t know — I’m describing it as it is, as I can remember.
And I realized that before 2008 I was often sick. I was also “without mind,” also magical, but I would get ill. And then, when that happened — this opening of the channel, that meditation when I listened to YOAV’s “Beautiful Lie” and went into some kind of meditation where I was gone for five hours but felt as if it were five minutes — after that, I gained this empathy, that I began to literally read thoughts, to feel the knee, the hand, the leg of every person, anyone at all. And from then on, I stopped getting sick completely — as if illness didn’t exist. As if, no matter what, even if someone poured me poison, I had this feeling that nothing would happen to me, can you imagine? And all of that just in one night. That’s it — I woke up, and I was different, and everything began exactly from that moment. Why? Because I started writing on different forums about how I felt people, about how I didn’t understand what was happening to me. For example: if someone had asthma, it was as if I had asthma. If someone was cowardly, I would feel fear. If someone paid attention and thought about dogs, then while I was connected to that person, I would see only dogs while walking down the street. It was some kind of nightmare — what was happening to me? I didn’t understand any of it. And I would instantly see in every person all their thoughts, all their intentions. They would say one thing, but I knew they were thinking something else. And it was as if I became them so completely that I looked at everything through their eyes. For example, if they were going to the zoo — I’ll imagine this person is Vasya — and if I connected to him psychologically, I knew exactly where he would stop, which animal he would approach, which one he would want to photograph, where he would turn, and when he would start to feel bored
And I realized that before 2008 I was often sick. I was also “without mind,” also magical, but I would get ill. And then, when that happened — this opening of the channel, that meditation when I listened to YOAV’s “Beautiful Lie” and went into some kind of meditation where I was gone for five hours but felt as if it were five minutes — after that, I gained this empathy, that I began to literally read thoughts, to feel the knee, the hand, the leg of every person, anyone at all. And from then on, I stopped getting sick completely — as if illness didn’t exist. As if, no matter what, even if someone poured me poison, I had this feeling that nothing would happen to me, can you imagine? And all of that just in one night. That’s it — I woke up, and I was different, and everything began exactly from that moment. Why? Because I started writing on different forums about how I felt people, about how I didn’t understand what was happening to me. For example: if someone had asthma, it was as if I had asthma. If someone was cowardly, I would feel fear. If someone paid attention and thought about dogs, then while I was connected to that person, I would see only dogs while walking down the street. It was some kind of nightmare — what was happening to me? I didn’t understand any of it. And I would instantly see in every person all their thoughts, all their intentions. They would say one thing, but I knew they were thinking something else. And it was as if I became them so completely that I looked at everything through their eyes. For example, if they were going to the zoo — I’ll imagine this person is Vasya — and if I connected to him psychologically, I knew exactly where he would stop, which animal he would approach, which one he would want to photograph, where he would turn, and when he would start to feel bored