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[Alexandr Korol]

that they would be in your head, you in theirs — in the sense that you already begin to define each other somehow, evaluate something, plan something. Because all these people are within this chain. And I as though did not submit to it. I did not submit earlier, when I was in this magical world. And now, when I entered this magical world again, I felt it and remembered that it was the same before.

There is another unusual observation. When I was now communicating with people, I had to do tasks, like all people do, and I ended up with many social, material, everyday tasks. And when, by force, I made myself do them and broke the rules of those feelings I experienced when I was in the magical world — that is, I went against my feelings. Because there, it is precisely feelings that guide you — when you enter that magical world, feelings are your compass, what is yes and what is no. And here I felt “no,” but with my mind I told myself “it must be done.” And automatically I entered the world of the human mind, the material world, daily life — and that was it, the miracles disappeared. But I will not say that I entered a terrible world. No, it was the ordinary material human world, only it was as though there was no longer that feeling of love or of fairy tale. And so I did all the everyday tasks, and when they were finished, and I was again, let us say, left alone at home with a cup of tea, I felt so desolate, and I wanted so badly to go into social networks, I wanted to write to someone, I wanted to call someone. There was such a mad craving — or rather, a desire quickly to occupy myself with something, to cover myself with something, only so as not to be alone in the silence. And why did I feel this? The system showed me that when you are in this material world, it is unpleasant and uncomfortable for you if you are alone and not occupied with anything — that is, it is directly unpleasant for you to listen to classical music and simply sit at the table. As though your speed, your rhythm, is different, and you just want to write to someone, call someone, or you have a flood of thoughts. And I thought: “Wow, what a crazy difference.” Because just a day earlier, when I was in the magical world, I could easily sit alone in silence for an entire day, and I had no thoughts at all, no judgments, no thoughts whatsoever. No sense of time, no space, no self, not what happened yesterday, not what I would do in the evening or tomorrow — none of it existed, only peace.