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the strain of the mind — here the question is about feelings. That is, from the fact that you try now to invent a name for it, you will only make this world even more inaccessible for yourself, unattainable. Do you understand? Here the question is about feelings. It does not matter what it is called, the system simply wanted to explain to you that, since we live in a simulation, and everything is a simulation — and there are many of them — and that you yourself are already this projection, yourself a simulation, and that just as you see a dream, you also see reality, and all of it is for your psyche. And so the other worlds for you, too, are later projected by your own mind, so to speak, relying on your soul and the matrix within you. And the essence is that if you later enter into some magical paradise — it will be a world where everything is the same as the way you lived. But simply your feelings inside will be different, and everything will work out. In life everything will be good, like in a fairy tale. But it will not be such that elephants are flying with big ears, or mosquitoes of some pink color — there will be nothing like that. No, it is all the same world, ours, as you are accustomed to imagine it, but the coding in it will be different. That is, where no one beats you, no one punishes you, where everyone loves you, you love everyone, and everything is wonderful, everything is magical. And of course, even time there is completely different. Imagine — if someone now thinks about immortality or about how not to age — there is an interesting secret in this magical world. If you enter it at, let us say, 50 years old, then by the time you turn 51, that is, one year will have passed, you will have lived in this magical world as much as 20 years. Imagine that. If you enter this world, then for you one year will be like 20 years of life — full, rich, super-magical, with all the miracles.
Such is the feeling... But again, throughout the ninth volume of “Alternative History,” I may adjust my statements in some way, so there is no need to cling to all my conclusions at the very beginning of volume nine. The main thing is to reach the very end, and then see what conclusion I make at the end of this novel. But now, as of today, my vision is this: that as though if I now find myself a girl for a relationship... I will give the example on myself — I am a man — if I now find a girl, and if I agree with her, or it simply comes to the point that we are building a relationship, then it is as though the fairy tale is over.
Such is the feeling... But again, throughout the ninth volume of “Alternative History,” I may adjust my statements in some way, so there is no need to cling to all my conclusions at the very beginning of volume nine. The main thing is to reach the very end, and then see what conclusion I make at the end of this novel. But now, as of today, my vision is this: that as though if I now find myself a girl for a relationship... I will give the example on myself — I am a man — if I now find a girl, and if I agree with her, or it simply comes to the point that we are building a relationship, then it is as though the fairy tale is over.