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[Alexandr Korol]

But when a person builds relationships as it is accepted in the world of people, then there arises this “who owes whom,” there appear these labels, these certainties: “You are this, I am that, you are such, I am such. A man owes a woman, a woman owes a man. In relationships this must be, and this must not be. You must, you must not” — and all of this is terrible. This too is needed and necessary, but it is simply not the magical world, it is a completely different world, and it also exists. All of you and I have been in it, and some are even still in it. But again, I very much want to be careful: in the ninth volume of “Alternative History” I am describing feelings and observations, and the conclusions I came to, through what I passed and where I am arriving now, but this is not a call to action. I warn at once that in no case should anything be done. Because I already see the future — that when a person will read the ninth volume, someday, when it is released, he may be so overwhelmed by certain magical feelings, and his heart may be opened so strongly by some of my pages at the beginning of the novel, right now at the beginning, that without even finishing the novel he may already run off to do something: leave his family, leave his job, become uncertain. And this must not be done under any circumstances. You will only burn yourselves, in 99.9% of cases you will only create problems for yourselves and will fall not into the magical world, but into one much scarier than what you even had before — so be careful. Only to feel, to be inspired by the pages, the chapters — that, please, yes. But no actions. Do not hurry — this is very important — do not hurry under any circumstances. Write down a diary of your feelings, thoughts, and conclusions throughout the entire ninth volume — that, please, you may. But for now do not do anything, everything only in theory, at the level of feelings. Please.

Another thing I noticed recently, while I am now conducting a comparative analysis of feelings and life experience, is that I chose this magical world back then and held onto it when I left home. And I remember how in 2011 it was such that up until around June or July the period was still spiritual, magical, and then suddenly the material began. Very suddenly — the second half of 2011 began with the material. And it happened like this: I sincerely refused and told my mother that I did not want money under any circumstances,