Alexandr Korol

the tags faster. And I thought I could just let everything slide because I was in the magical world. No, this only works in the magical world. And notice, the clothing partner is the same, the clothes are being sewn the same, but there is a clear invisible boundary — are you in the magical world or in the material one? And if in the magical one, then everything will come together instantly, just like the snap of a finger. And if something doesn’t come together, then it’s from God and that’s how it has to be. You don’t even strain yourself, and everything is as it should be, and everything is magical. But if you are in the material world, then it doesn’t work like that. There, all the responsibility is on you, and you need to make an effort. And there, if you couldn’t reach someone by phone, you need to call again, and not dismiss it by saying it’s God’s doing and so on. No. And so, you see, these are two different polarities, two different worlds. How interesting it all is, the way it’s arranged. And I’ve noticed this during the week, when I reacted differently to various life situations while in the magical world, compared to when I was in the human world. That is, in the human world I want to solve problems, but in the magical world you just accept that the problem is meant to be there, and that’s it. You don’t fight, you don’t strain yourself — but this is only in the magical world. It’s as if you believe that the problem will disappear or that it’s for the better. It’s as if in this magical world there are no problems at all, but everything is simply circumstances, signs for the good. And the world of doubt, fear, and problems exists only in the human world — in the world of society.

Another curious thing: there is this biting thing, biting... Imagine, when you are at the coordinate point in this matrix, when you are “zero” in the magical world, then you see all the worlds. But at the same time you are behind glass, protected, like in a vacuum. That’s wonderful. But the moment you start spending too much time with someone, or start attaching yourself to something, or even just being with a person — not even for long, just being with them — you immediately begin to feel them. Finally I can prove everything I felt since childhood, and explain what I have been doing throughout the whole novel “Alternative History”. And where did my empathy come from? Because when you are “zero,” you are not in any world at all,