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could perceive it purely and repeat it purely, and transform it, that is how people transformed it. And it turns out that this impulse was felt by everyone: scientists, creative people, musicians, scriptwriters, directors, and also many of those so-called psychics, or whatever they are called — those people who believe in everything paranormal. They all felt the same code, the same source. But each one, depending on his own way, his own instrument of expression, expressed it in his own way, yet all about the same thing, notice that. That is, this impulse, this source, it went out for everyone — just each, in his own way, could describe it, express it: his feelings, visions. One through music, one through paintings, one through his kind of extrasensory or esoteric terms — using all those complicated, bookish words, tried to describe what he had been feeling all these years. And I described it this way — through “Alternative History,” through the novel. That’s just how I felt nature, that’s all. But since we can all package it differently, the covers are different, yet the essence is the same. That is what is curious, what I noticed, what I see now.
Such an assumption — again, it’s just an assumption, I could be wrong — but it feels as though when I fully enter this magical world, I will live in it, and it will be the same as ordinary life, as it has always been, only as if everything will be kind, all people love and respect each other, and there are no worries. And I can travel the whole world, people can talk with me, I with them, but I will be an ordinary person. But this world — it is as if the main one, the primary one, the source within the whole matrix. And it’s as if when I live in it like this, until old age, until I die — so I will still age. Only by the time I grow old and die, my world will end.
I’ll explain it even more interestingly and more clearly. That is, when I now reach this magical world and remain there, living in it, then everything that I will experience over the course of a year, for example, will be like an impulse that spreads out from me, from my primary world, into all the other worlds of the multiverse across the entire matrix, which people will live through over many centuries. That is, when I live, say, 10 years, for people it will be 10 centuries. Those who live not in my primary world with me,
Such an assumption — again, it’s just an assumption, I could be wrong — but it feels as though when I fully enter this magical world, I will live in it, and it will be the same as ordinary life, as it has always been, only as if everything will be kind, all people love and respect each other, and there are no worries. And I can travel the whole world, people can talk with me, I with them, but I will be an ordinary person. But this world — it is as if the main one, the primary one, the source within the whole matrix. And it’s as if when I live in it like this, until old age, until I die — so I will still age. Only by the time I grow old and die, my world will end.
I’ll explain it even more interestingly and more clearly. That is, when I now reach this magical world and remain there, living in it, then everything that I will experience over the course of a year, for example, will be like an impulse that spreads out from me, from my primary world, into all the other worlds of the multiverse across the entire matrix, which people will live through over many centuries. That is, when I live, say, 10 years, for people it will be 10 centuries. Those who live not in my primary world with me,