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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 11:02 am
— Listen, there is a cartoon, remember I told you about it, it has 300 episodes. And there’s a boy, he becomes a God, he’s taught how to become a God, and he becomes a God, and ends up on Olympus. And there, time flows differently, and that if for him only one day passes on Olympus, then in the world of people a whole lot of years have already gone by.
And I’m just shocked, because this is the very last topic I’m working on right now. And he’s telling me this, without connecting it in any way, without knowing what my books are about, what I’m working on now. And he’s telling me this. And this is that same childhood friend who also suddenly came to visit me, I don’t even remember which year, probably in 2019, when he said that as a child, at 5 years old, he saw a flying saucer in the window. And that was the first time I told him that I saw a flying saucer when I was in kindergarten, during recess in the yard. Just such a curious note I want to record. Very curious.
The second note I want to record... Well, I understand now what is happening to me. The voice warned me about this earlier, and I mentioned it in previous volumes, that it’s as if I am limited within this samsara, these three worlds: heaven, earth, and the underworld, and that this was also blocked within my body. And that the time would come when all of this would unlock, and I would become completely relaxed and become the chief God. And the point is that this is happening now, and I see how it works, how it is arranged: it’s as if I am letting go more and more of some kind of control and tension, and the system, on the contrary — as if I am starting to trust it more, believe in the world more, and relax. But at the same time this world, this system, becomes more, let’s say, inviting, as if it protects me and does everything on its own. It’s as if I was all gathered, concentrated inside my body, like all the spirits, gods, and all control of everything were there, and now it’s as if I am dissolving and becoming this God for the whole world — don’t forget, there are many worlds — for the whole world. It’s very unusual that... I don’t even know how to describe it. Well, let’s put it this way: whoever understands, understands. But the essence is that my consciousness now feels like it is turning into the very world I live in.
And I’m just shocked, because this is the very last topic I’m working on right now. And he’s telling me this, without connecting it in any way, without knowing what my books are about, what I’m working on now. And he’s telling me this. And this is that same childhood friend who also suddenly came to visit me, I don’t even remember which year, probably in 2019, when he said that as a child, at 5 years old, he saw a flying saucer in the window. And that was the first time I told him that I saw a flying saucer when I was in kindergarten, during recess in the yard. Just such a curious note I want to record. Very curious.
The second note I want to record... Well, I understand now what is happening to me. The voice warned me about this earlier, and I mentioned it in previous volumes, that it’s as if I am limited within this samsara, these three worlds: heaven, earth, and the underworld, and that this was also blocked within my body. And that the time would come when all of this would unlock, and I would become completely relaxed and become the chief God. And the point is that this is happening now, and I see how it works, how it is arranged: it’s as if I am letting go more and more of some kind of control and tension, and the system, on the contrary — as if I am starting to trust it more, believe in the world more, and relax. But at the same time this world, this system, becomes more, let’s say, inviting, as if it protects me and does everything on its own. It’s as if I was all gathered, concentrated inside my body, like all the spirits, gods, and all control of everything were there, and now it’s as if I am dissolving and becoming this God for the whole world — don’t forget, there are many worlds — for the whole world. It’s very unusual that... I don’t even know how to describe it. Well, let’s put it this way: whoever understands, understands. But the essence is that my consciousness now feels like it is turning into the very world I live in.