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[Alexandr Korol]

I tried to describe it through all my diaries, books, and to tell my friends, and now I will try once more. Maybe I have grown a little older, become wiser, and now I will be able to explain what I always not just saw, but what I always did.

If I am now getting dressed, I can, without thinking, take a pair of pants, put them on the bed, but then, going into the bathroom, brushing my teeth, I can forget about those pants, take another pair that were in the bathroom, thinking these are here, I’ll put them on. And then I might mix up socks, forget to put on a cap, but then go downstairs to the street to my friend’s car, and there his cap is lying, and I put it on. And later it turns out that all of this is so harmonious that people are shocked, they even take pictures of you, not understanding how you ended up looking so beautiful, bright, interesting, that they cannot take their eyes off you, and people don’t even understand what happened. And what was it that happened? I did all of this without the mind, without planning, it was let go on its own. But on the other hand, if scientists were to sit down and start analyzing the combination of my colors that are used in my look, it would turn out that somewhere it is already written almost in smart books that only such colors should be combined in exactly this way. But I hadn’t read that, and I wasn’t doing it now with the mind. Something came through me when I let go of control, but someone still controlled it. That is, this divine code was transmitted, you understand? This is a very important point.

It is the same, I will give another example, alright. This example is not the best, but still another one. I want to paint a picture. Well, even a person, if he wants to make a picture, as many like now, those who are still in chaos, they begin simply tying a banana to a string, smearing it with paints, and then swinging it like a pendulum so that it strikes the canvas. And this chaos they try to put into the picture, because it feels a bit closer to nature, as if you are not doing it with the mind, but still in 99.9% of cases people have planned it anyway, they are cautious anyway, they do it deliberately. That is, they still chose that day, that date, that time, when they would do this, they put film on the floor so as not to make a mess during the experiment — this is already a plan, this is already not “without the mind.”