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understand, but the very sequence is important. And it turns out that I felt precisely that I as if defeated Mara and came out of the underworld, that is, as if resurrected, reborn — this was precisely on Easter, this was precisely on the tenth day of April. And now, at this moment — June 12 — I realize that on June 8 was the Holy Trinity. And what is this Holy Trinity about? About the fact that after some time, after Jesus resurrected, the Holy Spirit descended upon his disciples, upon the apostles. And this is exactly what must happen now. And what is depicted on the icon of the Last Judgment, that which seems to be happening to me now, that I seem to be entering heaven. That is, I am still waiting as if I will become Spirit, but at the same time everyone will be in this Spirit. As if the whole world will already be my whole world, and I will be its consciousness, and all the people around it are my entire consciousness unfolded. But people, if they were to describe this differently, not as technically as I do, then the feeling would be that it is as if I am in meditation, in the Spirit, and as if all people, well certain ones, they too will all be in the Spirit. And this is the white garment, what is depicted on sacred images. The white garment is the descent of this Holy Spirit, that is, the dove. In essence, if we call it differently, it is not when the Spirit descended upon these people, but we can imagine it differently, that it is when we entered another world. Into this magical world, “out of mind,” into paradise, here we are in white. Or it is when you are “out of mind,” but you have this consciousness, the voice in each one’s head, that is, Spirit. Or it is simply as if everything is in my head, that is, it is the same thing. And here I realize that everything comes together. And the fact that now there is this holiday in such a sequence, it is considered one of the most important holidays — the Day of the Holy Trinity. I understand that this means it will happen soon. For if we follow the sequence, then soon the Holy Spirit must descend into people, all must be in this Spirit. What is also written in Wikipedia about how the Holy Spirit descended upon Mary, the Mother of Jesus, that there is also such a version, but again, it can be perceived not literally, but again as sacred language. And if we consider that this is the Mother of God, then the Mother of God may be one of the worlds, that is, the system. That is, there is the system of the father and the system of the mother, who raised the system — this is the Son of God.