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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:22 pm
And the ninth volume, this is already when I came out of the underworld, that is, this is already resurrection, this is already morning, this is already dawn — the ninth volume. And this also must be connected with the fact that the Spirit must enter, if we call it that, or that I must become Spirit, and everything will become my projection. Well, something like this must happen. Maybe right now it is somehow tuning, attuning, something is happening or I must make a choice. Because I increasingly feel, understand, that as if I am before a choice. That is, what I have been thinking about these last days — is that a dream must come, this means that the main God must speak with me. And second — it is the choice, what I will choose. Well, simply put, let’s not use sacred language, because everyone can take it too literally, get scared, overthink. Let me describe everything more simply.
There are two options. Either I simply begin to wander as a hermit, like the messengers who came to me, but I myself just become such a person: no friends, no family, alone somewhere roaming, and that’s it — this is one option. But I am magical, super happy, yet I am alone. I will be like a ghost, just walking through the streets. This is one option, it has its own pros and cons. And the second option is that I still return to the world of people. And what is that? Well, if in the most banal way, literally in human terms, then... As I used to call it — closed off from the cosmos, got a dog, built a relationship, lived your life, watched TV series and grew old — that’s your whole life. That is the second option. Maybe there are other options, I do not know. But what God showed me then, where it all began, that I stand somewhere alone, and as if everyone is talking about me, but I am not there, then probably it will still be this. But you see, I did not die there, I was aware of myself and was in a physical state. It is just as if... I withdrew even further simply from the social rhythms of people, so to speak. But you see, now I see the world in such a completely different way, so differently, so interestingly.
You know, each of you seems to live in your own bubble, and your bubbles also live inside different bubbles. And when I was traveling now, I was in unique places, I was in the mountains and I had no connection at all for several days. I was afraid that someone might crawl up to me or into me,
There are two options. Either I simply begin to wander as a hermit, like the messengers who came to me, but I myself just become such a person: no friends, no family, alone somewhere roaming, and that’s it — this is one option. But I am magical, super happy, yet I am alone. I will be like a ghost, just walking through the streets. This is one option, it has its own pros and cons. And the second option is that I still return to the world of people. And what is that? Well, if in the most banal way, literally in human terms, then... As I used to call it — closed off from the cosmos, got a dog, built a relationship, lived your life, watched TV series and grew old — that’s your whole life. That is the second option. Maybe there are other options, I do not know. But what God showed me then, where it all began, that I stand somewhere alone, and as if everyone is talking about me, but I am not there, then probably it will still be this. But you see, I did not die there, I was aware of myself and was in a physical state. It is just as if... I withdrew even further simply from the social rhythms of people, so to speak. But you see, now I see the world in such a completely different way, so differently, so interestingly.
You know, each of you seems to live in your own bubble, and your bubbles also live inside different bubbles. And when I was traveling now, I was in unique places, I was in the mountains and I had no connection at all for several days. I was afraid that someone might crawl up to me or into me,