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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:23 pm
from the outside, seem more wise, more aware, but perhaps not enough of this wisdom. But it feels as if you want to start somehow living, not to live for yourself or waste your life, but precisely to have some realization, you want some purpose, but it is not there. And why? And will it be? So maybe it is supposed to be like this, that when you come out from under this, so to speak, underworld or then from the “corridor” and are reborn, then you begin to live? Maybe now it will be so? I do not know, but these are simply my observations. Maybe later this will somehow be refuted further in this same ninth volume of the novel. Maybe, on the contrary, it will be even more confirmed and revealed, we will see.
It is very curious that on the night of June 10 to 11, besides the fact that at 3 a.m. I dreamed about the lottery, the second dream came to me at 7 a.m. of the same night, that I was speaking with the Mystic-Old-Man, and we were discussing the matrix, and he told me that yes, I had solved it correctly, that it is indeed so, that in this matrix all these small matrices are time, and the angle from which you look is space. And that because of the scale of this matrix — time is different. And so we were discussing this, and it was as if really alive, that he was speaking with me. I was showing him this matrix, and he said, “You solved it all.” Such was another dream. And this dream too was so warm, so pleasant. Yes, this is very curious. Very curious.
Another thing I noticed, if we draw this comparative line. An interesting observation is that earlier, in 2010, when I was 20 years old, when I first appeared with my books, when I described this heavenly world, all this magic, then I directly said that there are no problems, as if they do not exist at all. And that even in my circle there were no problems. That is, everything was somehow like that. And even if I suddenly read some news about incidents, and in the news they love to write only about incidents, then I could not even focus on it, because it felt so far away, it physically felt that it was so far away, as if it were unreal. And everything was magical and bright, if you looked at it or read about it, it was so close, as if tomorrow you would be in it already. And I noticed such a thing, that when I was in the underworld in recent years, then reading news about incidents, some negative things —
It is very curious that on the night of June 10 to 11, besides the fact that at 3 a.m. I dreamed about the lottery, the second dream came to me at 7 a.m. of the same night, that I was speaking with the Mystic-Old-Man, and we were discussing the matrix, and he told me that yes, I had solved it correctly, that it is indeed so, that in this matrix all these small matrices are time, and the angle from which you look is space. And that because of the scale of this matrix — time is different. And so we were discussing this, and it was as if really alive, that he was speaking with me. I was showing him this matrix, and he said, “You solved it all.” Such was another dream. And this dream too was so warm, so pleasant. Yes, this is very curious. Very curious.
Another thing I noticed, if we draw this comparative line. An interesting observation is that earlier, in 2010, when I was 20 years old, when I first appeared with my books, when I described this heavenly world, all this magic, then I directly said that there are no problems, as if they do not exist at all. And that even in my circle there were no problems. That is, everything was somehow like that. And even if I suddenly read some news about incidents, and in the news they love to write only about incidents, then I could not even focus on it, because it felt so far away, it physically felt that it was so far away, as if it were unreal. And everything was magical and bright, if you looked at it or read about it, it was so close, as if tomorrow you would be in it already. And I noticed such a thing, that when I was in the underworld in recent years, then reading news about incidents, some negative things —