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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:24 pm
it felt so close to the heart, that it was directly painful, heavy, frightening, hard for a person, for people, if something happened to someone. That is, there was such a feeling that it would soon happen already with your loved ones, and with you. That is how it was, can you imagine? And now, when I came out of the underworld, if I suddenly read this news, then the feeling, physically, is that it is super far away, somewhere unreal, as if on another planet. Some incidents there, as if they do not exist at all. This is a very unusual observation, how it is directly felt. And those who pay attention to feelings can notice this. That is, it is a very important thing to record in the book. Such an observation, such a note I made.
Another observation also about people. That is, at the moment I now have friends, they are also employees, and I gave them all, so to speak, a project. I gave each one work, that is, a business. However crude or loud it may sound, but some kind of business, a small invented project. And accordingly, it is good for them, and it is good for me, and my circle is not that large, but I still see, as before, for example, half a year ago, from this circle of mine there were people who were in focus as if in the foreground, whom I could easily remember, and they remembered me, there was some connection. And others were as if in the shadow bath, the second half of my acquaintances in the circle. And now as if it has started to change, on the contrary, that is, now after the underworld something started to change, and as if everything has started to change so that some people with whom I used to communicate more often, I cannot communicate at all. But not that I try and it does not work, but as if simply you forgot about them and they forgot about you, that is how it happens. But immediately others seemed to appear. But it is the same people from the team, who were in the background, they as if came into the foreground. And this is a very interesting observation, how you can notice these invisible boundaries of these worlds, how it happens, the manifestation of the change from one world to another. And one of the ways you can catch, grasp, and notice it is in this observation that I am now sharing with you. That completely different people come into your mind. That is, if you have, figuratively speaking, 10 acquaintances, then you always communicated with 4 of them, and with 6 more rarely.
Another observation also about people. That is, at the moment I now have friends, they are also employees, and I gave them all, so to speak, a project. I gave each one work, that is, a business. However crude or loud it may sound, but some kind of business, a small invented project. And accordingly, it is good for them, and it is good for me, and my circle is not that large, but I still see, as before, for example, half a year ago, from this circle of mine there were people who were in focus as if in the foreground, whom I could easily remember, and they remembered me, there was some connection. And others were as if in the shadow bath, the second half of my acquaintances in the circle. And now as if it has started to change, on the contrary, that is, now after the underworld something started to change, and as if everything has started to change so that some people with whom I used to communicate more often, I cannot communicate at all. But not that I try and it does not work, but as if simply you forgot about them and they forgot about you, that is how it happens. But immediately others seemed to appear. But it is the same people from the team, who were in the background, they as if came into the foreground. And this is a very interesting observation, how you can notice these invisible boundaries of these worlds, how it happens, the manifestation of the change from one world to another. And one of the ways you can catch, grasp, and notice it is in this observation that I am now sharing with you. That completely different people come into your mind. That is, if you have, figuratively speaking, 10 acquaintances, then you always communicated with 4 of them, and with 6 more rarely.