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[Alexandr Korol]

to meet, and it does not bother you even one percent, and this inner feeling, this desire appears — if suddenly they invite you, and you feel inside that you want to, then meet, do not turn away from such an opportunity. But to deliberately offer someone to meet, and deliberately, like a robot, with your mind to do this, thinking “I must communicate with people” — you must not do that.
— Yes, I understand that it should not be done artificially.

And he says that as if this is important, that it is for something. Maybe so that I once again re-realize and realize this — how many times I have lost myself and found myself, and how it all happened. Maybe for that. Because he says... He described it like this, he says:

— The main thing is that you do not fall into apathy.
— What is apathy? Depression?
— Well, kind of.
— And how is that, why would I fall into it?
— Well, you cannot just shut yourself away somewhere and sit. Many great people, so as not to fall into apathy, could drink a glass of wine, drink coffee, good coffee, and meet someone and talk heart to heart about life, about the meaning of life.

And when he was saying this, it was as if he was describing my future, as if he already saw how I was doing this, but at the same time he was telling it to me, as if offering it to me now. But he suggested it because it was as if he saw me doing this in the future. And he says that I must, maybe with someone online, maybe in person, have a conversation with someone simply about life. It could be an old acquaintance, it could be some stranger. It should not be often, just to talk about life. He says it is necessary. And you cannot shut yourself off from everyone, hide, sit somewhere at home. He says: “By no means can you do that. The blood must not stagnate, you must keep moving.” Then something very strange and curious too. Well, he said a thousand times, rejoicing, that “We have set on the right path, we are on the right path, we are on the right path.” Just like that, all of it, that