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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:37 pm
And yes, can you imagine, I did not record it, I don’t want to think about it now, because I have returned to the world of heaven. Even though I make an effort, when I begin to recall all this and record that today is the 23rd, I still do not want to think or remember, I do not want to return to the world of people. But the point is that once, quite recently, I “fell” from the world of heaven into the world of earth, descended again to earth, resolved matters, but then from there I left back to the world of heaven. I am very glad of this, and I wanted to record it. And naturally, all observations or discoveries that I had, I recorded everything, so that later I could add it all to Volume Nine. And then, when from the world of heaven I, so to speak, fell, Big Alexander said that it was normal, that I always, whenever necessary, had been in this world of heaven, that I could not lose it in any way, that it was simply when I had some matters I left it, and when I had no matters on earth or in other worlds, then I returned to the world of heaven. And he said that I am always flickering both there and here, maneuvering back and forth like that. And, of course, he said that I must always record the world of heaven, everything about why, how I get there, through what. That is, he said this is the most important thing, that I must absolutely record and write it all down. And he also said that when I left the world of heaven and went into the world of earth quite recently, he told me that in that state I must not work on Volume Nine, under no circumstances must I record anything, I must not record the world of people. “You must already be sharing with people only the world of heaven. And only the world of heaven should go into the book. Therefore, as long as you have some everyday matters, you must put everything on pause.” And for that reason I was simply in the social-material everyday life in the world of people. I honestly admit, of course, when you have the mind and you are in the world of people, naturally, by contrast I felt and caught very well how it actually is, what the difference really is in everything. That was also important for me, probably, to try once more in practice to compare. But I will say this: in the world of people it is frightening, if compared with the world of heaven, in the world of people it is as if fear rules over everyone. Of course, it is different for each, for some it is somehow hidden, but it is still present in all people, fear, doubt, uncertainty. People simply get used to it, live their whole lives with it, and then they consider it normal, as if it is your character, your mood.