Alexandr Korol

disappear, that I could vanish any day, that they should not fall in love with me, that they should not want to be my best friend. And with people — I understood it, because truly, when you are in the world of heaven, from you, you know, like they show in movies, there’s that film with John Travolta where he is an angel, and he smells of cookies — well, it is almost the same. Seriously, everyone falls in love with you, everyone is drawn to you, people just cannot stop themselves, not understanding why, they do not understand why it is like that. And it is such that I even wrote about it somewhere in my early draft books, that it is as if a superpower, but on the other hand a curse. Because when you are in this world of heaven, you have no sins, no egoism, and you have no desires for yourself at all, and yet you have such power, but you cannot use it. And if you become a self-absorbed bastard, then you no longer have that power. You see? A paradox. A vicious circle. And this is one of the rules — that no attachments are allowed, not only when you attach yourself to someone, but also in order not to hurt people. At an acquaintance, if you see that the person is already drooling the next day and already making plans about you, you must immediately somehow warn him. That is how I wrote notes for myself, and now I am recording this for myself once again.

And there is also something very important, another interesting point — the world of heaven can be given to a person to try, then taken away; given to try, then taken away. And there is one condition for not losing this world of heaven: in the world of heaven you must be very polite with people. So much so that... well, imagine it this way. Even in the world of heaven you can be tempted and immediately fall. Imagine, you are a girl, a woman, and suddenly you find yourself in the world of heaven, and now everyone around you is going crazy, they fall in love with you, everyone just wants at least to hug you, to hold your hand. And if you even slightly want to use this for your own interests — all at once you will fall to earth, immediately all the magic will disappear. Consider it like an exam. Meaning, any person, no matter how sincerely they are drawn to you, no matter how sincerely they want to confess something to you — since you are an angel in the world of angels — you must behave accordingly. That is, not to tell anyone what they tell you,