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Posted: Sun Sep 14, 2025 12:43 pm
I just got up and went into nowhere. And you know, all right, if on that very day when I was freed I had made such a decision, then I could say I was smart, clever, calculating. But no, at first I probably suffered another two days, maybe three. That is, first I was still three days just occupied with business, at first everything was fine, then I was freed, and for another three days I suffered, could not find a place for myself, because I was in the world of people, while I wanted to be in heaven and could not get there. And then it was as if it suddenly came to me, that I simply needed to go somewhere, that’s all. And I set off on a journey. And only when I set off, into nowhere, I immediately entered the world of heaven.
Next, when I was in the world of heaven, and up to this very day, what observations can I share? Well, first of all, again, it is as if something changes in your head, as if some other transmitter switches on, you feel it clearly. As if there are many different layers there, and some other folds of your brain begin to work, I don’t know what to call it. But the essence is that you absolutely cannot read the news, you forget about it, nor messengers, nor social networks, you are simply absent from the phone altogether. That is, because you are still a hostage of the mind and of society and the world of people and the material rhythm, you simply cannot avoid keeping yourself occupied. And if you do not physically occupy yourself with affairs, then you occupy yourself with the phone. But naturally, if you are a well- bred person and can control yourself, then you occupy yourself with work tasks and not useless ones. But here, it turns out, when you enter the world of heaven, you simply cannot use the phone. You can hardly even make calls, or write, or read, nothing at all, as if the focus is different. The brain works somehow differently. Immediately music becomes beautiful. A film — if you watch it, you completely sink into it, you truly live it, as if you are immersed in it. What else? Well, you want to walk and move as much as possible. To go or to walk. And if you are at home, then it is enough simply to listen to music or draw something, all such creative things. If walking, then simply walking, taking photographs. Well, if someone had asked me while I was walking down the street what I was thinking about, I would have said: “Nothing.” They would ask me: “How so, what do you mean?”
Next, when I was in the world of heaven, and up to this very day, what observations can I share? Well, first of all, again, it is as if something changes in your head, as if some other transmitter switches on, you feel it clearly. As if there are many different layers there, and some other folds of your brain begin to work, I don’t know what to call it. But the essence is that you absolutely cannot read the news, you forget about it, nor messengers, nor social networks, you are simply absent from the phone altogether. That is, because you are still a hostage of the mind and of society and the world of people and the material rhythm, you simply cannot avoid keeping yourself occupied. And if you do not physically occupy yourself with affairs, then you occupy yourself with the phone. But naturally, if you are a well- bred person and can control yourself, then you occupy yourself with work tasks and not useless ones. But here, it turns out, when you enter the world of heaven, you simply cannot use the phone. You can hardly even make calls, or write, or read, nothing at all, as if the focus is different. The brain works somehow differently. Immediately music becomes beautiful. A film — if you watch it, you completely sink into it, you truly live it, as if you are immersed in it. What else? Well, you want to walk and move as much as possible. To go or to walk. And if you are at home, then it is enough simply to listen to music or draw something, all such creative things. If walking, then simply walking, taking photographs. Well, if someone had asked me while I was walking down the street what I was thinking about, I would have said: “Nothing.” They would ask me: “How so, what do you mean?”