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[Alexandr Korol]

And when it is necessary that a person not wear such a thing, then he may lose it, for example, accidentally. This is very curious. And here it so happened that, imagine, with all my relocations, I still ended up with this ring with the Ouroboros, I put it on and remembered that I used to wear a ring on my index finger in the same way, and it seems to me that this means something. That is, this again is that state of some kind of faith, strength of spirit, will, faith — I don’t know — but for me now this world of heaven is associated in this way, which is curious. That too I just accidentally recorded, remembered.
Another thing that was highlighted to me, I do not yet know, have not decoded it yet, but I will record it — fugue. There are two mentions in Google of what fugue means. There is such an illness, and there is in music such a form of composition. I do not know whether I should listen to such music, where there is this fugue, or whether it is a hint that I should not get sick, or maybe on the contrary, that I should become like this illness fugue. I told this to Big Alexander, I said:
— There is an illness called fugue, when a person forgets his life and does not remember it, and invents a new identity for himself. Could this be what rebirth is?
— No. On the contrary, you must in your book even address the readers, that they should not, on the contrary, let themselves get to such a state. That is bad.
And here I recall precisely the words of the Mystic-Old-Man, when he said that to become God and Buddha, and enlightened, is not to forget everything and start from zero, but on the contrary to remember everything and realize everything. That is what is important. And Big Alexander again also speaks about this:
— On the contrary, it is very important that no matter how many times you die and are reborn, all your writings help you to remember all your past lives, because otherwise it would all be erased and forgotten. And from the awareness of all this you become who you become. And on the contrary it is important that each person remember who he was, who he became, who he was through all these periods, and how many such cycles he has had.