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[Alexandr Korol]

and his books, I have my writing and praying. Imagine waking up one day and saying, “Enough of this. Why can’t I just eat? Why do I have to say a prayer before each meal? Most normal people don’t do it, and I’m not going to do it anymore.” Then I would think, “Why am I writing these books? Maybe I need something new in life? I see trendy people travel and purchase fancy cars. Should I move to Bali?” When I start thinking like this, I get a kick in the head from above. Do you understand? This is how it works. What then? I am free from writing books and praying. Is it manipulation or addiction? Absolutely not. I explained in the “Have Not Charity” book. There are dark and light sides. The dark side is always attractive. It is trendy, cool, and appealing. The light side is boring and nerdy. It is about helping your grandfather do his gardening and pick zucchini. Do you see? It is tedious, dull, and uninteresting. Your friends are not trendy and simple. You don’t look posh, but this is spirituality. When you are led by the tinsels and glitz, you get a kick in the head. How is the light and energy distributed, and what is the source? Let’s say a person read my book ten years ago, and due to that, his heart opened up. He started to experience miracles. He was interested in me and my books. When he lost interest in me, it was not because my books lost momentum. It was because he connected to something or somebody else. When the divine powers scolded me and hit me in the head? When I disconnected from their source. It flows through them, me, my books, but the source is one. It was the reason I was never allowed to have a personal life and any fun because it steered me away from the source. You must always be in the state of zero, here and now. This is very interesting and amusing.
If you are connected to me, believe in my information, and read my “Alternative history” books attentively, then we are on the same page, and you are on a good path. If you are on the frequency of people, then your source is there. The other source will reveal some surprises to you soon. I am from the original source, and there is another source. There are two sources: dark and light. People connected to the dark source experience a particular series of events. The dark source conveys doubts, sinful instincts, a sense of insecurity, fear, and unreasonable expectations. You may feel you are a loser, and everyone around you is a loser too. These are the qualities of the source that many people are connected to. It is a source of society.