Alexandr Korol

not some world of the earth or the underworld, but exactly not the world of mind, but the world precisely without mind. And when you are in the otherworldly world, from what I now began to look at from the side and recall, you are as if in a vacuum, like a ghost, you look at everything from the outside, as if people do not see you. And you look at everything from the side, and everything is so volumetric, magical, everything is wonderful. But at the same time I always called this world languid, I called it the world “nameless.” All the otherworldly, where such music is — Massive Attack, UNKLE, Thom Yorke, and all sorts of indie films, and it is pleasant to be there. And the world of the sky, if compared, is also an immaterial world, also spiritual, also without mind, also as if you are not with the people of society, but not like a ghost in a vacuum, but as if you are in love. Just as in the movies it is sometimes shown when a person fell in love, he goes as if, and he feels such strong happiness, that he cannot focus attention on anything other than his inner feeling, which overfills him, and he smiles at everyone. And as if he also is not among people, as if all the people are in worries, and he is as if elevated, inspired, uplifted. And these are two spiritual worlds. The two material worlds — this is the world of the earth and the underworld, there it is different, there on the contrary. There a person is in thoughts, in plans, in goals, but only, again, those in the world of the earth — there are pure thoughts, and those in the world of the underworld — there are dark thoughts.

But what did I notice here? That there is still something beyond these four worlds? And is there still something beyond these two spiritual worlds? Because when I am in those two spiritual worlds: either in the world of the sky, or in the otherworldly world — you feel that you are not with people, but in parallel, yet you are not above the whole world, as if you are some kind of consciousness, reason. And yet there is as if something else, something beyond these four worlds and beyond these two spiritual worlds, that which I most often called “Alternative History.” That when some mysticism happened with messengers, with places of power, I fell into this — messengers, places of power, alchemy, history, extraterrestrials — all of this, I fell there, it turns out, through the spiritual world.