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[Alexandr Korol]

That is, either through the world of the sky, or through the world of the dead, that is through the two spiritual worlds I entered into that world. But that world is still not some world of the sky or languid world, world of the dead, winter, night. But it is something else beyond all of this, like some kind of clarity, awareness. Well, even if now, since it is convenient for people, of course, to perceive all this somehow within the framework of comparison, so that it can be seen, touched, let me give you an example, so that it can be seen and touched. In the world of the sky you listen to music from which emanates love, sincerity and kindness. Figuratively speaking, this is the soundtrack of that world. In the otherworldly world, there is such detached music, also very deep, which also takes you into such an “in yourself” state, but still as if something — both one and the other — is something too human. But completely beyond, it is when as if, you know, this fifth world, which I keep trying to feel out, or whatever to call it, or the third. When it is this — extraterrestrials, alchemy, places of power, all of this, when I was now in the Spirit, let’s say, conversing with the Mystic- Old-Man, with Big Alexander and with extraterrestrials, that is with the voice, then it is as if it is something else. I do not know what to call it, but as if you are above all these four worlds. As if you are simply consciousness, as if you have no thoughts at all, you are simply here and now, and you are — everything. And probably precisely because I am now coming to know these four worlds, and there how is it? You come to know a world — the next one opens, you come to know a world — the next one opens, you come to know all of these worlds — something opens that is above these worlds. And as if this is already beginning to reveal itself somehow. What I take note of is that already here in the ninth volume of “Alternative History” this can be traced. And probably later there must be something above these four worlds after all.

I simply noticed that when I interact with society, with people, with books, with affairs, then within me these different personas manifest. And it turns out that there is a persona which is the strongest, and this is what I am now feeling out. And this is not the world of the sky, and this is not the