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[Alexandr Korol]

And he adds: “This also teaches you a lot. It is not about everyday life
and not about the person. This is part of your destiny and your book. Why
did this person act like this? You forgave him, didn’t you?” — “Yes.” — “Do
you understand what is happening to him?” — “Yes.” — “See, this reveals you
too. Educates parting, forgiveness, and all that.” I say: “And if he acts badly
again?” And Big Alexander answers: “He will have his own destiny start when
he acts badly again. And for you, if you forgive again, even more bonuses
from above will be counted.” Well, I say: “Good, agreed.” And just recently I
have it recorded: a week ago the employee again arranged a similar situation,
provoked me. It is funny that three weeks ago, when he did it the first time,
I fell into an unusual cosmic state. I understood that this is not the world of
heaven, which I described in the ninth volume, but something else — some
corridor, super-strong, as if above all worlds, and everything is super-
voluminous, clear, and time is infinite. And now the same thing happened
again: his provocations drive me into this state. If you remember, when I
described Mara back in the eighth volume of “Alternative History,” I said that
she drives me into a “corridor” when she pursues, and then you also become
even more aware, collected, without mind, in “zero,” as in a state of shock.
And so three weeks ago I fell into this state, and a bunch of information
immediately went to me, some alien kind. I started to feel aliens, thoughts
went about a world revolution, about a flying ship that hung, that flies.
Then I called the mystic-old-man, then Big Alexander spoke about this,
that here they will arrive. I think “wow.” When I forgave that hooligan and
made peace with him, the problems seemed to disappear. And I again
either went into material everyday life, or connected to the world of heaven,
edited the ninth volume. And a week ago he again arranged an emergency,
and I again fell into this space-corridor. Of course, there were thoughts:
need to drive him away, but Big Alexander said: “In no case. This is the most
important thing that is happening now. And this will end the day before your
birthday.” I said: “Interesting.” And I even shared in the book: bear in mind,
Mara maybe let me go back in April, but for people it will be longer, because
we live in different times. For people, Mara can be until September, so one
must be careful until September. And it turns out, this concerns even me.