Chapter 3. The Battle
Today is August 2, 2025. The first, most curious thing I want to share is my
battle with the beast. That is, it really turns out that quite recently I described
the dark Spirit force, which I called Mara, and told how it works, precisely
as a system, like some bubble into which you fall, as if on a vibration. And
all people who fall under the influence of Mara, everything seems to them,
everything appears to them. People in whom there are dark deeds, or rather
in people who have some dark, let’s say, affairs, a forgotten past, some dark
weaknesses, they immediately activate. And to everyone around it seems
that you are bad, and to you it seems that everyone is bad. Well, and the more
you fall for your false feelings and thoughts that Mara highlights to you,
the more you are on her hook and will never get out of this at all. Here is the
paradox. I travel, it turns out, through worlds. And in one of the worlds it
was so that I fought with her as with such a force, that is, with a spirit. Now I
am in some other world, where Mara, she is specifically incarnate. That is, it
is simply a human, but there is this settler in the human, that is, this Spirit
with whom one can speak directly. And this Spirit, in essence, gives me no
peace all my life and pursues me in all ways in all worlds. I keep fighting it.
And quite recently, I wouldn’t have even believed it, because quite recently,
when I simply casually, accidentally told Big Alexander that everything
in my life is generally wonderful, but there is one employee who behaves
somehow badly, and need to fire him or give him a chance. And Big
Alexander latched onto this so strongly and said that this is not just like
that, and that the matter is not in the employee. And I have been calling
Big Alexander every day for a week now, and literally reporting to him and
calling him to consult. And it is as if we are planning together with him
how to defeat this beast. But the paradox is in something else: the person
himself, the employee himself is an ordinary person, and he is good,
but like in horror movies, a demon literally inhabits him. And what is
most interesting, not always 24 hours a day, but right at some moments
he moves in, and then leaves. And I tried to talk to this person, because
Big Alexander said that if I simply fire this person or cross him out of
life, I will achieve nothing by this, because the matter is not in him.